forever.

2009-12-18T21:05:00.004+08:00

I created a new blog. Just because.
The link! To the awesome and generous people who linked me: there is no need to change my link on your awesome blog since I'm going to change my mind about the URL all the time.
Thank you for your cooperation :D

2009-12-10T21:18:00.005+08:00

I'm sorry. I just had to post this up after PMS-ing because I was not being able to watch the Golden Disk Awards where Super Junior snagged FOUR awards and put up an amazing performance. Tribute to Michael Jackson with half of SM Town as well. The intro to 2PM's performance was a freaking win. Before that, here's the newly released performance of the R&B Ballad version of Sorry Sorry, named Sorry Sorry Answer and the R&B remixed version of the same song named, well, SS Remix.

They were sensational as always. No comments about their ~~omgsodifferent~~ hairstyles. I just slightly prefer their old ones. Or desperately - in Donghae's case. If I were to go on, it'll take me forever. And I think my random self is slowly coming back. But without the Twilight fetish. I'M STILL A TWIHARD MIND YOU. Just... not so hard anymore. MMKAY RANT ENDS HERE. December is drawing to an end. Who is excited?

2009-12-03T23:23:00.000+08:00

I'm on a blogging hiatus since I've lost my mood to blog. I honestly don't know why especially when during last year, I've been blogging nonstop every day. Or I think. I couldn't remember. I've been watching so much TV these days and looking at too many pictures and reading too many fan fictions, my brain died down so I'm gonna work it up a bit by revising History Form 1&2. Literally. Seriously, I mean it. Does this emoticon look serious to you? 8|
On second thought, don't answer that.

And to my friends, who've planned to watch New Moon together since we've anticipated it, my deepest apologies. I didn't know my mom's mind would be changed so suddenly just after reading a few articles about kidnapping cases in malls. You see, this is what you get when you give a computer and an email account to a mom. She'll add friends and friends will send her mails about kidnapping cases. It's sort of amusing to see her getting shocked at something visionary like photoshopped pictures. Anyway, I didn't had the chance to catch New Moon during the starting of its release date but I'm not letting things go so easily when it comes to Eclipse.

Almost a month had passed and my life's became unsettled. I've been sleeping really late these days and waking up really late, it's troubling me. I think my shaky routine have led me to weird dreams and random PMS moments. Strangely though, I don't feel sleepy at all. But I'm gonna have to practice my daily doings to adjust to my Form 3 life next year. I've yet to create a twozeroonezero resolution list hence, I'm taking a break from any technology gadgets for the next two days. I mean it.

The person who will be hovering at the computer tomorrow night is not me. Yes, I know I'm psychic. I can see the future like duh. I haven't been reloading my phone because well, my shame~~less~~ful confession; I'm broke. I bought an imported album and literally spent my savings on it because I want it so badly I couldn't think right at the time when I saw it.
Nope, I'm not regretting. Okay fine, so it's a Super Junior album pfft. Suwen, I'm not an addict. It just so happens that I'm occasionally hooked onto things about them.

That's the sane me before turning into an over obsessive fangirl, thank you. No, I'm not on drugs nor have I drank coffee. I've been watching The Simpsons O_O Will blog when I feel like it.
Anyway, I've got to say beforehand,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KELLY CHAU <333

And;

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TO NI KOL <3

2009-11-29T00:50:00.003+08:00

I've finally discovered the magic/beauty of Tumblr. My Tumblr: The URL just popped into my head. . I know my blog is dying, I can't help it. Life at home is so boring, all I have is my dad's laptop with a problematic MSN that disables me to sign in >:(

I wanna download a new one but my dad doesn't allow me to. Times like these when I wish to own a laptop. 2 more years and I can get my hands on one. 2 years, I'm not sure if I can wait that long. I'm broke since I spent my saved money on another album again. I've really broken my record of not reloading my phone for almost... oh God. I forgot how long O_O To Queenie and Chien, I'm seriously sorry to say that the chance I'm going on Monday is still 50/50 D: D:

My mom's having "second thoughts". She's been reading online articles about kidnapping in shopping malls these days. My life officially suck. I've missed Gossip Girl like, thrice. Hit me, Katherine, hit me. I'm gonna have to catch up soon. I can still go out to like, where Endah Parade? D: D: I can't wait 'till I turn 16.

2009-11-23T01:26:00.001+08:00

MY LIFE IS ROTTING ALREADY. Enough said.

Watch this trailer by the way. I wanna watchhh!

Yet again, it's just the starting of the holidays. I'll wait for something interesting to happen :D

2009-11-19T17:53:00.002+08:00

Oh, I'm kinda loving the new style for Internet Explorer 8. It looks more classy lol. Anyway, I know I'm literally two days late but;

BEST OF LUCK TO ALL SPM SITTERS.

Kick some ass. I know it must be tough. In a blink of an eye, I'll be in front of the haunting papers, too. Beware of that fact, future SPM candidates, always keep in mind that you can't have too much fun until you're officially 18. I believe I saw Sabahlou's personal message a few weeks back saying that he was having fun. I didn't ask if he was nervous or not.

At dinner just now;

Brother: * talked about buying paintball equipments *
Me: Kor, why don't I buy you whatever you want for your birthday and you'll buy my whatever I want for my birthday?
Brother: The thing I want cost about 100 bucks one wor.
Me: Okay, 100 bucks. And in return you must buy me Super Junior's Premium Live in Japan DVD which costs about 250 bucks, okay?
Dad: * asked what were we talking about *

And after I explained, he slowly took a paper and a pencil and wrote something on it. Then, he sorta gestured at the paper. When I looked down, it wrote, "Slowly wait." -_- I guess I won't be requesting for the language translator any earlier nowww. Or else he would call me to slowly wait. In the car he was talking about how "doing big business in the mornings is good for your health." I was lucky I ate and wasn't feeling bloated or else I would've puked, swear.

Anyway, it's hard to find a blogskin I like so I'm just gonna continue searching until I find one I like then I'll change my layout. I'm still not such a fan of navigational ones d: I suggested making floats on my brother's birthday since I haven't drank one in quite a while. I'll show my brothers' friends how awesome a float-maker I am on that day LOL. I hope I don't dirty the kitchen. I wanna go somewhere tomorrow. I'm gonna go jump-rope now. Don't ask me why but I feel like doing it all of a sudden.

After so many months, they've decided to release the full soundtrack including Kim Hyun Joong's acoustic version of Because I'm Stupid. I've been looking for this version a longgg time now but all I've been getting is the version from during when he sang when they were in Macau. What do you know, miracles do come along once in a blue moon - seriously, I was as dumb to think it was, "Once in a full moon." last time - the full acoustic version was finally released after so many months. Gives me temptations to re-watch Boys Before Flowers. I'm also starting to love SS501's songs O_O Yes, I'm not that of a Triple S.

LMAO. I feel sorry for Martin but hell, he was daring to taste that! Paul immediately backed as far away when the interviewer opened the lid. Honestly, as a Malaysian, I used to love eating durians when I was little but now, not so d:

Love like this.

2009-11-17T22:55:00.005+08:00

I still haven't gotten over the fact that my brother got to meet them and I didn't XP

FINALS ARE OVERRR.

I remember being all hyped up about the finals finishing and even filled my past post with colours but it's not gonna be like that in this post D:

Though I'm shit happy that the longgg 13 days - I think. - of utter silence in class and Pn. Teo shouting "Diam!" "Jangan main, Aiman!" during every KH period are finally over, there's still brace yourselves, THE RESULTS. Well, so far, all the papers I've gotten back, I didn't do really bad. Consider myself okay. Like, the lust for human blood when you're feeding on animal blood instead. You can survive but you're never fully satisfied.

THAT is from Twilight. Well, not the actual line but something like that lah. I'm sure I've mentioned something like that somewhere in this blog before. It's undeniably true. ANYWAY, moving onto a happier side, well, not really happy, my Mom only allows me to go out ONCE with my friends. Which is serious wtfness since it's a two month holiday where I don't have to study my ass off and I'm only allowed out ONCE. That's seriously absurd. I literally pouted all the way back - we were talking in the car - and stayed in my room when we got home. Of course, knowing my Mom, it didn't change anything. I don't even think she'd acknowledge my unhappiness.

I've been trying to learn conversational Mandarin during the past few days. It's progressing nicely, I think. I saw a electrical language translator the other day and wanted to ask Dad to buy it for my as my birthday present :D :D Mom said I should ask, too, since it's a reasonable gadget. iPod, apparently, isn't a reasonable gadget that cost reasonably. And so is DSLR, pfft.

I was literally freezing in school yesterday. It was really cold even though we were in the hall. Last day of school was cool. We almost got caught being in the library. Teachers were exceptionally nice. It made me fear the morning section discipline teachers O_O Gathered in the basketball court and talked a bit. That was how my last day in school ended. Well, there's school for my class, 2 Setia and 2 Maju today but I ditched school since none of my friends were attending.

And so begins my year-end holidays. When you think about it, despite the misery of exams and homework, I think I'm gonna miss Form 2. Time passed fast, like I've always complained about. My brother's birthday is next week and he'll be having a party - sort of? - at our house so I have to help my Mom to do lots of stuffs that day while he goes out and enjoy his lovely birthday pfft. I asked him what he wanted for his birthday and asked for Super Junior Premium Live in Japan DVD which cost about RM250 in return for my birthday present. He immediately refused to say what he wants. He obviously rather spend 200 bucks on himself than on his sister lol.

"It was after a period of signing 500 signatures, and one of [the fans] just came up. You kind of get 10 seconds with each person and you never really say anything, and I kind of got bored of saying, 'Hey, how are you doing?' And [the fan] said in her 10 seconds, 'What can I do to get your attention?' I was like, 'Um, just take your clothes off.' And she stood there and frantically started taking her clothes off and got dragged out of the room by security. I never felt more terrible."

Any girl would strip for Rob. I seriously lmao-ed reading this awesome article. Well, it was cool and daring for the girl to do that. Robert Pattinson himself asking you to strip for him makes you special okay! LOL Anyway, will update soon if something interesting happens. Since I'm "grounded" and life at home ain't that adventurous, I'll update less frequently XP

I missed Gossip Girl on 8TV twice in two weeks -_- The reason for missing the episode last week was I forgot about it while I was on the computer and this week, I freaking slept through 10 songs in my phone on the sofa so I missed it. Guess I have to watch it again online. And I was thinking of starting the Vampire Diaries. I've been reading the book and it's pretty interesting so far. Two vampire brothers fighting over a girl who looks like their last love is pretty captivating if you ask me. I'll stop and go continue reading now. Yes, I'm still as slow a reader as I've always been.

2009-11-08T00:21:00.002+08:00

I actually have the time to blog but I don't wanna. Guess I lost my blogging mood in the pile of books I've been having my eyes on for the past few weeks. Will retrieve it back when my exams are officially over. Am anticipating the release of New Moon in the meantime. Am saving up money to buy all I want during the holidays :D :D

2009-11-03T19:58:00.005+08:00

Screwed up the codes of my previous layout. Will find a new one after my finals which obviously already began. In the meantime, bear with me. The dates were postponed and extended. Will be done next Friday which is on Friday the 13th. Had sneaked onto the computer/laptop to check on KPOP news. Yes, I have officially turned into an ELF.

Geography and Science tomorrow. Gonna study after watching Gossip Girl :D
Buh-bye (:

Let's try to find what's lost because I don't want this to end.

2009-10-13T14:22:00.013+08:00

people call me crazy from what they see but that doesn't matter. all it matters to me is what do you see. because i believe in you and i don't want to be wrong.

On Hiatus

`Till 05112009. This time I'm serious - insert smiley face that Chien always uses in MSN here. Might just sneak my way to the computer to log onto Twitter, 2OD Forum and SJ World Forum HEE.
AAR's concert postponed. Will still be going though :D

Aiming for A's (: (:
Best of luck to everyone who's sitting for the finals and congratulations to PMR sitters for surviving the exams lol.
I have hope ♥

I will leave with this;

FEAR THE SEVEN WILD BUNNIES.

,LOVE.

It's a conspiracy.

2009-10-01T21:32:00.001+08:00

Story of Four Flowers photobook.
100 US dollars. which is about RM350 here OMG

I AM BACK WITH MORE KPOP NEWS.

... just kidding. I'll blog less about kpop now k? :D the picture and price for the photobook above is not considered KPOP (: (: (: And also, HAPPY OCTOBER.

School has started. Okay, this might sound stupid but Monday was my favourite school reopening day of the year. It was just a fun day. Not that other days are full of sad happenings and whatnot. Monday was just a fun day.

Pn. Shirley FINALLY announced the dates for the finals. About 2-3 weeks from now. I have about 2-3 weeks to cramp everything sejarah into my head. Yay, great news. Only an idiot wouldn't know that i was being sarcastic with that line. This is serious BAD news, i tell you, BAD NEWS. With 2-3 weeks left to study, how the hell am i gonna prepare for the war?

But the weight on my shoulders aren't ANYTHING compared to the PMR sitters who are gonna go for their exams, the most anticipated or most feared exam in THREE YEARS, in just less than a week.
And next year, it'll be my turn. The pressure, the pressure! Adults think being a student is the easiest thing in the world. Well, maybe yeah, if you're talking about not having to pay all kinds of fees or the worry of never finding love or money. But when it comes to study and good impressions, students are pressured to the max. Well, that is, unless that student is lazy and is pretty sure he/she is gonna fail for his/her entire life so he/she won't even bother trying. Which is not me pfft. Seriously.

I don't think there is a student like that.. i THINK. Anyway, besides sejarah, i still have to memorize 15 damn Moral definitions - still, pressure is nothing compared to PMR sitters - and GEOGRAPHY. Why must Geo become my enemy? I shall talk this through with Geo and make peace. And omg, how could i ever forget MATH? I admit i've slowed down my brain since the 2nd assessment this year. The chapters kept getting more confusing. That's why i've been studying these days. Honestly. In my room. With Milo by my side. Together, we will fight :D

Days pass quite fast. I can't believe it's NEXT WEEK that we're gonna go see AAR! Chien, be excited and sleep early on Friday night because we're gonna be on full swing the next day (: I'm planning to camp outside 1Utama and wait till the gate opens so i can stand in the front role. Well, i guess camp outside isn't such a good definition to what i'm gonna do... Let's just say we're gonna try hard to snag the front positions.

On the brighter side, my brother finally bought a new CPU! Well, actually the main problem was we busted our old CPU because we turned it on and never off it. So, it burned or something. I'm not a computer expect so i dunno the details k.
After the PMR holidays, we'll go to school for about three days before the Deepavali holidays then it's the exams. Gosh. This is it.
This year had passed fast, i admit even though i complained and whined a lot. It was only yesterday that i kept thinking we're still in the middle of June. Then it struck me, we were actually nearing October already! I'm still trying to find out is that good or bad.

I want a new blogskin. I'm still gonna Off to watch Moonlight Resonance now. It's getting sadder and sadder. I can't wait for the [ next line contains spoilers ] final episode where the mistress gets owned by her own daughter HAHA :D :D
I like watching villains get pwned by people they wouldn't expect to attack them in the end :D Everyone likes that. Right?

Ohhh, i found out, only now, that Malaysia has their own 2PM fansite/forum! And they're doing a flashmob in front of the BB Plaza this Sunday! But i'm not free to join ftw. A flashmob ain't embarrassing, it's showing your idols love (: Especially 2PM ♥♥♥

I've finally found one star whose birthday is on the same day as mine but different year. I'm considered lucky because he's the one and only Lee Sungmin from Super Junior :D Though honestly, don't kill me Sungmin's fans - i know he's got a lot of fangirls due to his cuteness, i prefer Kyuhyun - the Vincent Wan from Moonlight Resonance lookalike, in my own opinion, but only Kyuhyun is more goodlooking - more. Or Eunhyuk Lee Hyuk-jae OMG THAT ADORABLE ANCHOVY ♥♥♥ Or Leeteuk the leader with a srsly high pitched laugh, Siwon the hottie from Suju that is so hot he melts marshmallows, Yesung the one who shoots adorably adorable glares, Donghae the super cute one, again in my own opinion and Hangeng the one who's a chinese descent and hothothot. They're my favs from Suju (: (: (:

But i really didn't notice Sungmin when i watch their videos. My mom still won't allow me to have my ears pierced because she said i whine too much and she's afraid that i will whine of pain when i get my ears pierced. This sucks.
Anyway, my aunt said i could go and watch my cousin brother take his UPSR results HEE :D :D

Ahhh! BLG's on Hitz.fm! :D I waited for them to come on since 8PM. Three lucky fans got the meet them in the Hitz studio. Gonna go listen to them nowww <3

When you're sorry, you apologize.

2009-09-26T21:36:00.002+08:00

The holidays are coming to an end. Well, i think it's good and bad. These days i've been spending most of my time reading, doing some homework, watching tv, watching videos on YouTube that i didn't have time to blog. Or it's that i'm too lazy to blog.

Anyhow, i'm practically considered rotting at home. Not going out anywhere. I managed to finish Jinx though it's only one book. I like the ending :D Okay, so like, i didn't manage to finish two books like i originally planned but heck, i finished one book in about 3-4 days :D That's some progress, i guess.
I kinda promised myself not to blog about kpop stuffs in this post but omg let it be the next post. I feel the dire need to blog this. Bite me :D [ no, i was just kidding i don't want anyone biting me that's ridiculous ]

YG, the man itself, recently spoke up to Sony about the plagiarism bullshit. It seemed that Sony got pwned (: And Junsu & Junho performed at some supermodel contest. It seemed like they're doing fine. Hopefully the other five are doing okay, too. And and, Super Junior-M haha. You have no idea how freaked out did my face looked like when i saw Siwon singing in CHINESE. Siwon's Sorry Sorry voice in CHINESE. That certainly need some getting used to.

I thought Zhou Mi at 0:14 was Leeteuk when they don't look anything alike. I was kinda wondering why would Leeteuk be in a Chinese-Korean descent boy band when he's full Korean. Then i got slightly shocked when i heard Kyuhyun started singing then completely dumbfounded when i heard Siwon sang. Okay, so this sucks but i don't really know what they're singing even though they're singing in a language which i understand a little. But the only line i know is from the chorus, " Oh my Super Girl you are my Baby Girl " and " Oh my Super Girl I am your Super Man " - translated from Mandarin to English. Man, i need serious help and a smack with Mandarin. Or maybe i got so used to seeing them singing in Korean and in a slang that i don't really recognize that i got brainstuck when i heard them singing in a slang i recognize.

I can't depend on the Mandarin subtitles at the bottom of the screen because it's pretty obvious i stare at most words is confusion. The only words i can work out is 3 and 2 from the beginning when Kyuhyun sang one line. The song is quite catchy though :D But no matter how much i listen to the Chinese version, i love the Korean one SLIGHTLY better.

Okay, i think i'll stop ranting on about kpop now before Chien or Katherine comes up and punch me in school on Monday and calling me to stop blogging about kpop HA. Just kidding (: If the really did punch me, i'll punch them back and run away anyway. - i was being sarcastic duh. I won't talk about kpop in school. Since there's no one who will listen to me without going " Shut up about kpop already. "

HAHA i just had a very interesting conversation with Chien in MSN about Super Girl MV. She brought up something very obvious that i was trying to deny.

Rachel: HA i heard peiyin
Chien: OMG you suck. even the boys in the mv are better than you.
Rachel: i already know i suck. I purposely don't wanna bring that up and you brought it up.

And we went on talking about our taste in guys. This is how lucky you are when you get a best friend who can take your sarcasm in without any feeling of being insulted and vise versa. I think, to me, her sarcasm is more like her sense of humour. Okay, so after listening to Super Girl over and over and over again, i'm finally understanding it bit by bit. AT LEAST I MADE SOME PROGRESS OKAY.

PMR is coming soon. Best of luck first for students who are sitting for this exams, especially Su Wen, Marianne, Elizabeth, Shiao Yen, Mabel, CharLie, CharNie and all the others whose names i'm to lazy to remember. Sorry D:

I just fucking played Final Fantasy and overcame the fuck difficult level i've been trying to pass for the last 5 times i've played, and then in another battle, i killed my characters wtfness. Why must video games be so fucking hard. Aren't they suppose to be easy to overcome because we all play video games for the sake of relaxing and pleasure and being it an escape from stress? Fuck it, guess not. Since it had become the love and hate of plenty gamers and antis around the globe and they take video games as serious business. Especially when the game itself stresses one out. I guess a difficult level is just enough to make a gamer commit suicide or murder someone. Seriously. Even i wanted to bite my teddy bear's head off when i lost in a game once. But didn't, of course.

ANYWAY, when i used more than 2 profanities in a phrase it means i'm pissed or happy or excited. All in one; overreacting. Just thought you should know that.
I'm insane. No need for someone to tell me that since i already realize it myself and being the optimist i am - yes, i'm lying to my own face - i take my insanity as one of my good qualities. Not everyone is sane in this world anyway. Everyone has a boiling point.

I'm blogging lesser and lesser nowadays. Maybe 'cause during this damn week of holidays, nothing special happened. Mental note to self; get involved in more activities before your life turns lifeless.
And seriously wtf:

Fans of Boys Like Girls will be delighted to know that the quartet is heading this way for a performance next Friday.

Sony Music is giving lucky fans the chance to hang out with the boys. If you are one of their die-hard fans, go get their album, Love Drunk, like now. Doesn't matter if you already have it, get another one. Why?

Because exclusive and limited “Boys Like Girls Golden Tickets” have been inserted into the Love Drunk album and distributed nationwide. If your CD comes with a ‘Golden Ticket’ inside, call Sony Music (International Department) at 03 - 6207 9898 between 28 and 30 September to RSVP your attendance to the meet-and-greet session. You'll be told more about the rendezvous on the phone.

Just so you know, the meet-and-greet session is strictly opened to non-Muslim aged 21 years and above only.

From galaxieblog.com.my. Come on! First the Quattro Club event and now THIS? I've got the damn golden ticket and i don't get to fucking go? This is so damn unfair for BLG's underage fans. I've missed out on MTV World Stage and now they're coming back and fine, we don't get to see them perform but WE CAN'T MEET THEM EVEN THOUGH WE HAVE THE CHANCE TO? Damn, this sucks.

I need you to tell me if everything's gonna be alright.

2009-09-21T17:12:00.004+08:00

Yes, that's how well the boy can sing. His voice is so smooth and calming.

Just got back from Bangsar. Had lunch with my aunt, uncle, cousin sis and her boyf. Bought a couple of cupcakes at Bisou. It was newly opened at Bangsar Village! Love the icing :D
Cousin sister came over for an overnight stay. Not gonna catch a movie tomorrow since there's not many good movies. Just gonna shop :D But there's tons of chances to go watch a movie with my cousin sis during the holidays anyway (: (: (: Whenever my cousin sister comes, i'll be busy the whole day. Which is a good thing. Kinda.

I wanna buy AAR's album. When The World Comes Down. I asked my mom if she could buy it for me as an early birthday present but she said i asked for too many early birthday presents. Pfft, do not xP
Gosh, i think i have to beg my mom to bring me to KLCC this week. I can't stop thinking about Unbelievable. And Being Nikki. And i have to buy Kath's present (: (: Yes, i still owe her because i'm kinda broke. Sorry, Katherine! :D :D

Have you ( if you're a Big Bang fan ) watched GD's new MV, Breathe? Ohmygosh, the boy just increased my crave for his debut album. I don't think it already arrived in Malaysia though. But i'm definitely gonna check tomorrow. And i think that the plagiarism case is total bullshit. I mean, most songs from different artists sound alike these days, then why don't they accuse every singer of plagiarism? I bet Sony's just jealous 'cause GD, BB & 2NE1 are making big money and they're all from YGE.
Gosh, the 2PM Boycott continues. Hottest are staying strong! That's sadly relieving :O
Sad = They're pressuring the other 6 bunnies and Jay, too. Relief = Hottest haven't given up hope despite JYP's recent cold actions - of course (: Means, there's also a possibility that they will be able to bring Jay back.

Finally, they stamped home the point that, they are not asking for Jaebeom's immediate return, but to withdraw their (JYPE) decision to take him out of 2PM. They are sorry for misunderstanding the way JYP has handled the situation and the problems that have surfaced for the other 2PM members.

But until their demands are met, the boycott of 2PM will continue.

allkpop.com. Controversies never seem to end. But hey, - being optimistic - at least 2PM is more famous now. I didn't really have any idea who they were before MTV World Stage, when i Googled 2AM and came across 2PM, too. Now i know. And sadly, by the time i found out about them, the uproar got worse wtf. Even so, i will still buy their album.
Stayed up 'till like 3AM watching StarKing cuts on YouTube last night/this morning. Seriously lmaorofl-ed. Especially when young kids came out and started dancing to Again&Again and Sorry Sorry. Leeteuk from Suju's hilarious. When i first found out about 2PM, the one who attracted me was Wooyoung. Him and his somehow hot ssanti [ cheap in korean ] dance LOL

But then considering how many pictures i saved of Nichkhun yesterday, i found out i was secretly and unknowingly attracted to Khunnie ♥ - which girl who saw him doesn't think he's even the sightliest bit of goodlooking?! But in another case, he's all that goodlooking to all Hottest :D :D
Of course, without a doubt, Wooyoung is still the best - to me. Okay, i'm so gonna start learning Korean :D :D :D
Anyway, i updated today - expected it to be a short post but being the usual me, i rant. pfft - because i wanna wish;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CELINE CHOK HUEY YING
have a blast, gorgeous :D

Again, no pictures. Connection's running kinda slow so i can't upload one. And it takes a stab in the ass for the videos to load. Bisou's cupcakes are delicious (: (:
Honest, they're a little bit better than Cupcake Chic :O Am gonna watch more StarKing - the already loaded parts - then go out to dinner after that.

Sometimes certain things have to be gone only for us to appreciate it.

2009-09-20T01:30:00.012+08:00

They gave me a whole new view of skinny jeans on boys now. LOL Honest, i used to be kinda creeped out by guys who wear skinny jeans although some might look good in those. No offense. But after watching this - especially seeing how Khun looked like in them - they don't creep me out anymore :D

Was re-watching 2PM Wild Bunny. And there was a part in episode 1 when they went to the karaoke and started singing Gee, i YouTube-ed the song and watched the MV again :D Then came across Boys Generation's cover - i know lah i'm outdated. People say watching videos with Jaebeom in it makes them sad but i find that watching a video with Jaebeom in it and seeing him smile and listening to his jokes or maybe just seeing all seven of them bond and laugh together, it makes me forget all the uproar that was happening and laugh without the thinking will Jaebeom ever go back to 2PM or not.

My cousin sister is coming over tomorrow for a stay because we're having a family lunch to celebrate my cousin's birthday on Monday. Might catch a movie with her on Monday or Tuesday. Well, at least i can have some fun outside for this 1 week holiday. Though i still have KH homework and Science PEKA to do. And a lot of studying. I tried singing along to 2PM's Again & Again - which is very very catchy and addictive by the way but wtfuh, what kpop song isn't catchy and addictive, to me lah - i could sing. A little.

But i'm not really sure if i got the words right. Maybe i should take up Korean lessons :D I was playing dress up games today. Was too bored. Watched the VMAs in the afternoon. 'Till it rained and when it was Beyonce's time to receive an award, the cable had connection problem so it stopped working wtfuh right -_- So, my brother took the chance to watch some DVDs. Unfortunately, he chose The Unbelievable. A Hong Kong TV program that shows paranormal happenings around Asia.

They went to Thailand for that episode. And let's just say, it spook the shit out of me. I almost puked. Seriously like wtf. It was really scary. Even my brother was frightened by a little. Gosh, i have another new habit.
And it's checking out blogshops when i'm not even buying anything. Like, i visit one blogshop after another, look at the stuffs they're selling and go on to another blogshop. My mom forbid me to shop online anyway. Since she had to pick up something i bought online last time. She said it was very inconvenient. Pfft.

Madonna's speech about MJ made me shed a tear today. Her words were well, nothing but true. I've cried enough watching Moonlight Resonance yesterday. I noticed i've been crying a lot lately. Because of shows. Or laughing too hard (: (:
I really don't understand why did Kristen Stewart cut her hair. It really doesn't suit her at all, that hairstyle. Totally preferred when she had long, nice brown hair. Now she has to wear a fake wig every time she films Eclipse. Wonder if her hair will look different in Eclipse or not. They're most probably gonna edit it a little.

Chipsmore are love. I find Subway chocolate chip cookies nicer than most cookies i've ate. My mom said i'm crazy because she thought that the cookies there were to soft and sweet. But i like it :D :D I'm visiting junkonline every time i'm on the computer now, half-expecting there'll be an article that says: BOYS LIKE GIRLS CHANGED THEIR MIND. THEY WON'T BE PERFORMING AT THE CLUB QUATTRO, KL BUT EVEN BETTER: THEY'RE HAVING A FULL-LENGTH CONCERT HERE IN MSIA!

But it never happens. Ah. All i can do is wish. After dinner, my mom stopped by at The Store to buy something while my brother and i were in the car. I saw fireworks shining in the sky while Martin Johnson was on Hitz.fm! ♥♥♥
He didn't mention anything about a concert. But a girl can dream. i still have hope i still have hope :D
According to allkpop.com - the site where i get all the kpop news from - Lee Min Ho is going to Singapore for an Etude House grand opening!? OMG, why doesn't he come hereee? Isn't there an Etude House here in Msia? I think i saw one in Sunway O_O And besides, i wanna see how tall he is in person :D He looked really tall next to Goo Hye Sun - i'm surprise i still remember her name since i have stm wtfuh - in BOF.

Does this scream hotness to you?! Okay, maybe not since he's all wearing clothes and is not half-naked. But he's still sexy. That smile omg * sighs dreamily *

I wanna watch Boys Over Flowers again.

I've noticed that i've been blogging a lot about kpop these days. I don't do that. But i'm just so obsessed over Koreans, i can't stop. Normally, i read Zi Juin's blog if i wanna see what's happening in the Korean music industry. And my posts these few days are rarely longer than the usual ones. Guess i've found my blogging mood that probably got lost somewhere before this. And i use too much buts and ands.

LOL i let my mom listen to This Song - 2AM. I said it sounds very Winter Sonata-ish - since she liked Winter Sonata. Halfway listening, she went into the kitchen and missed the chorus.

" Mommm, you missed the chorus! " * rewind back to chorus where Changmin sings *
" You said i missed the chorus but the main point is i don't even know what they're singing. "
* gives her the -_- look *

So, she ended up not listening to the whole song and now i'm replaying it over again. I love my life hahahawtf. If some of my words insulted you who is reading now in any way, i apologize. I've never meant to insult anyone. I just have an habit - another one i know wtfuh - of typing what pops into my mind. Well, most of what pops into my mind. Okay, i will stop blogging for two days straight. * in denial of being a compulsive blogger because is already a tweet whore omg to me this is not good * I wanna buy some neon coloured nail polish <3

Moving on isn't an easy thing to do but just be strong and you can make it.

2009-09-19T01:13:00.009+08:00

Krystal Jung of f(x) and SNSD's Jessica's little sister.

She's only effin 15, can you believe it!? She looks at least 17 to me.

Boys Like Girls are coming back to Msia. But the event they're performing at is an event that is only for 21 year olds and above. WTFUH RIGHT. I got damn pissed and sad and disappointed when i found out about it on junkonline, i almost cried. Excuse my fanaticism. I'm like that. Always.

Gotta be optimistic gotta be optimistic gotta always look on the brighter side gotta be optimistic.
I'd figured since there's a second time for BLG, maybe there's a third time? LIKE OMG PLEASE SAY YES PLEASE SAY THERE'S A THIRD TIME AND I CAN GOOOOO.
T_T Lenka is also gonna be performing at that event. Or maybe they'll change their mind and have a fully length concert instead :D
Oh God, please please please make my wish come trueee D:

Math tuition tonight was well, confusing. We're currently in chapter 11: Transformations. The rotation part of the chapter spins my head right round right round. - It's funny how a line from a song is so convenient for everyday use of talking HEE. So, i told Katherine and Chien and Nicky that i will practice hard and ~~beat Nicky~~ succeed or at least make it through alive and safely.
There's a lot of studying needed to be done so i'm gonna be hardcore from now on. I didn't copy down motivational quotes on Post-It notes and paste it on my room's wall for nothing :D

The VMAs are tomorrow. I'm gonna watchhh. I told my mom i wanna try playing Volleyball next year the other day and my dad interrupted by telling all his " heroic " stories as a student back when he was in high school - which i found was quite interesting. Mom disapproved because she said it was too dangerous. Whichever sport is dangerous to her except badminton ): Speaking of, i've haven't played badminton in quite a while. Maybe i'll drag my cousin brother to the playground behind his house and test my skills. If it sucks or not as it seemed forever since i played.

Finally finished Betrayed and now moving on to Jinx. Meg Cabot is such an awesome author. I love her books. Especially her recent ones. And for this month's allowance, i can only choose to buy about 2-3 things i want in my wishlist. 1) L.A Candy which costs about RM55 2) A new pair of flats 3) BLG's 1st debut album 4) Big Bang's mini albums - i want them because i can't download all their songs on the internet 5) GD's Heartbreaker album - though i doubt it'll release here in Msia so fast 6) 2PM's Time For Change album - i'm half-half on the boycotting JYPE thing. One, i think we've all just gotta respect Jaebeom's decision, maybe he's just taking a break from all the chaos the fuckedup netizens caused. Hopefully, he'll come back. He just can't abandon his members and Hottest just because of some fuckedup netizens. And i've also fallen in love with them, their humour and their music after hearing Again & Again. And two, JYP announcing that 2PM will continue on with 6 members is just too cruel. I don't think that Taec, Junsu, Junho, WooYoung, ChanSung and Nichkhun would wanna continue without their leader. Or even have the mood to. But if they do, most probably because they're forced to [?]
I think i'm not really making any sense here. About my opinion on the 2PM controversy. But heck, i'm hyper and blur at the same time during midnight.

Anyway, those are the things i need quite badly at the moment. Well, some out of 6 of them. I ain't rich but not poor either. Average. I've heard 2AM's This Song and omg whoever who likes kpop music but hadn't heard of them should hear it. It was so touching it made me cry. Even though ChangMin pretty much sang most parts of the song when they're suppose to be a boy group, it was still awesome. His voice is soo... Winter Sonata Theme song-ish. I know, i suck at picking other words to represent another word.

Okay, i think i've rant quite enough for this post so i'm gonna stop. Soon. I'm also gonna ask my mom to bring me to KLCC during this holidays. I miss Kinokuniya wtfuh. Or maybe i'll go to 1 Utama. Since the MPH there has quite an amount of storybooks. When i go to that MPH, i tend to always visit the language help section. I'd read some travel guides or some Japanese/Korean/Chinese language-help books. It's interesting (:
Oh, i almost forgot the Popular bookstore in the Ikano Power Centre. The Popular bookstore there is seriously HUGE and has a lot of books, too. And there's a Cupcake Chic. Gotta love their cupcakes. Though it's a little bit too sweet and filling compared to mom's. Maybe i'll ask her to bake some. It's been a while since i ate cupcakes. Especially after reading Su Wen's post and she mentioned about Delectable cupcakes at The Gardens. I craved for cupcakes while reading her post LOL

Haven't gotten a chance to try +Wondermilk yet. Because my mom said their shop is too far away. So, okay. I'm gonna wait for a chance to come by like i always do but when the chance doesn't come by - like it often does-, I'll get disappointed and start talking about suicide-. Let's not carry ourselves too far into believing every word i typed, shall we? I was just kidding about the suicidal part. I wouldn't kill myself over cupcakes, really. But maybe i'll get disappointed. Just disappointed not suicidal. Okay, so now i may have carried myself too far into ranting and typing too much. I'm gonna go read Jinx 'till i fall asleep now. Goodnight, people. Thank you for spending your time reading my posts. I know they're full of crap but hey, i hope some of my lines manage to make you smile. I've found out that i could only make people laugh when i'm sarcastic. That's no good. A smile must be put on a face when a happy thing happens and the sun shines and rainbow and colourful unicorns appear dancing around you while the candies fall from the sky making you jump around singing the Candy Mountain song.

Gosh. I watched too much of Charlie the Unicorn. What can i say, i enjoy videos which most people think are crap and gay and idiotic. I'm guessing i'm not alone either. After all, Ms. Lee was the one who mentioned it to us (: She's always full of humour. I miss her. And i miss Mr. Siah, too. Why do good Science Tuition Teachers stop teaching when we've already gotten used to them and leave us with a new unknown Science Tuition Teacher which we have to start all over again to get used to?
I will stop now. I want to. But words are popping into my mind i just can't stop typing. Gosh, i think i'm scary people with my weirdness. Better click on the PUBLISH POST button before this gets longer and longer. Bye :D

We have it all even when we think we don't.

2009-09-17T23:18:00.007+08:00

OMG * SWOONS * I CAN'T WAIT LIKE OMG.

Okay, so like, the holidays have begun. And i can't go out with my friends. My mom literally threatened me. " It's either this or the concert at 1Utama! " Well, i picked AAR. After all, i literally went through hell - being scolded by my mom because of the mafan-ness - just to get the ticket.

Soo sorry to Chien that i can't make it. But next time for sure. Mom said i'm not allowed to go because i slack too much D: What did i do to get such fate!? Oh, right. Slacking. Hah. I'm starting to type in capitalize. I dunno why but i just like it. It looks... professional?
And i bought Love Drunk! It was totally surprising to see it at the Victoria Music Centre at the Amcorp Mall. I was browsing through the bands category then when i spotted Love Drunk, i practically screamed. The workers looked at me and laughed a little. My cousin brother said i was crazy.

The CD is totally kickass. Though i kinda think the songs from their first album were better. I can't wait for mooncake festival to come (: I can watch Sorority Rows with my cousin sister :D I think it's an 18PL movie - almost every horror movie is 18PL pfft. What, they think teenagers who age between 13-17 can't take on the disgusting psychotic killing scenes? Oh please. Well, some might not. But that's not the point. - although Audrina Patridge is in it, don't mind. Her character dies early in the movie. I think. I kinda don't like Audrina. Don't punch me, whoever out there who likes her. It's just my own opinion.

I told Science Teacher i'd pass up my PEKA on Monday after the Raya holidays. We're kinda slow in Science. But i started paying the tiniest bit of attention during her class. What to do, she's my only hope. WTF RIGHT. Okay, well, i quited looking for a science tuition because my mom said since my finals are in less than a month, she didn't think i'd have enough time to go for tuition. So might as well i study myself with the help of my friends :D

So, these days i've been going to school early to study but always end up yakking away. Katherine's my companion. Chien would come often, i think. To Chien: you better come early to school often. I need a tutor and someone to stop me from yakking away LOL :D
Even though i slacked a little too much these days, after the holidays, it'll be a serious matter. The game will be on. I just wanted to type that hee. I asked several teachers when the hell is our finals really and i've received several answers.

Apparently, Principle couldn't settle a proper date for us. But she said it'll be between 20th-26th of October. After the exams, we'll start the year end holidays straight away.
Omg, it became a habit. I buy new books before finishing others first wtf. That's not good. I read slow and i'm buying new books before i can even finish one first. Gosh, gotta pick up on my reading speed soon. The Twilight Saga Official Guide's release date in MPH is postponed to 011209. Which is good so i won't have to be afraid it'll run out of stock because i'm practically broke to purchase it at the moment. But on the other hand, i have to wait longer ftw.

And the Twilight Journals are released on the 131009 and costs RM 89.90. * slaps self * omg. Why, why, why!? Hopefully, i can afford it. Maybe i'll ask my mom for an early birthday present :D which reminds me, my birthday is coming in about 3monthsplus. I'm gonna urge my dad into bringing me to a place filled with teenagers next year. This year, he brought me to some party filled with aunties and uncles and i missed the fireworks. I wanna have some fun next year :D :D
I have no plans for my birthday. Maybe just a small gathering with my besties. I talked to my mom about turning sixteen. My brother had quite a bash when he turned sixteen

" Mom, in 2011, I'm turning 16 and kor's turning 21! They're big birthdays! "
" So? What, you want me to buy you a car? "
* brother burst out laughing *

Anyway, just wanna wish;

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO KATHERINE LIM QIAO ERN <3

okay, so i'm too lazy to post up a picture. Her birthday is on the same day as Nick Jonas. Which makes me all envious yet jealous because as far as i know, no well-known stars shared birthdays with me. Katherine, i'm gonna getchu for this! Nevertheless, she's an awesome friend :) Hope you had a blast on your birthday, gorgeous! I think Nicholas' present was the highlight of your day huh. And those bastards who stole your presents, let's bash them up if we found out who it is!

and;

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO HOH MAY MAY AND HOH LISA <3

Twins. They're like seriously pretty.
And Bella Swan's birthday was on the 130909
I've been listening to KPOP these days. Starting to love their songs even though i dunno what they're singing about.

I think i'll go continue Betrayed now. Yes, i'm still reading it. Almost done though! I'm determine to finish two books in a week :D

You'll always be my thunder.

2009-09-09T01:49:00.004+08:00

Hiatus.

For about 2 weeks until the Raya holidays start. We actually have a whole week of holidays, can you believe that!? And then there's another 2-3 more weeks to study before the final exams. Oh and mooncake festival is not on the 021009 but on the 031009. Finally got the square table in my room. Could study properly now.

Happy Birthday Party Marty AKA Martin Bennett Johnson. Rocker hunk who triggers my heart every time i hear his voice in their songs.

I want Boys Like Girls in Malaysia. But that doesn't mean I don't love The All-American Rejects <3

It's really not easy for an average teenage girl to deal with daily crisis.

2009-09-07T23:09:00.007+08:00

referring to post title; And it's not like it's getting any easier either. Yet they make it look so fairytaleish on TV. Never trust any shows besides a reality show. But some stars in certain reality shows are faking anyway. You can watch them but never expect your life to end up that way like the last episode where you cry of happiness because everything was fixed and everyone loves each other and all the villains die or become good. Well, there are a certain few lucky people out there who got to experienced these kinda fairytales even in real life. They're the lucky ones. I kinda believe you can have that same fairytale ending if you work for it. No pain, no gain.

camwhoring in the car while waiting for my mom and my aunt to buy their needed stuffs from pasar malam.

Lol okeh so like, the last post was saved as draft because i thought i was bragging. it's not nice to brag. though sometimes it's necessary HEHE * slapped *

I think i'll be going on a hiatus soon. since i promised mommy that i'll be an angel. [ just gimme 2 days and i'll be all over the laptop again ] kidding :D

anyway, i need to study for the finals. need to get into either U.A.M class next year very badly. i'm still looking for a science tuition.

the internet connection is running really slow. that's one of the reasons i don't feel like using the laptop. since my computer is still dead - yes can you believe my brother still hasn't brought it for repair yet - internet wasn't so convenient anymore.

and i can't load videos or do anything that will cause my brother's game to lag so i can't simply visit random blogshops like i usually do. as long as he's at home, i can't load pages that load real slow and makes the computer all laggy.

i've decided to hit the books. i feel like it, how weird wtf. let it be novels or exercise books, i don't think i'll be updating much for the next three weeks. mom gave me an idea on how to study in a larger space since my study table is really small and the space is humid. it's by moving in the squareshaped table and putting it in my room. i can use it whenever i need to and then close it back. sure it'll take up some space but as long as i keep my room clean, it's okay i guess. i need an office chair :D

i could wait for another study table as long as i have a table big enough for me to study and it's in my room. besides, i can go to the school library in the mornings. one thing good about afternoon section is that when you're having an exam, you can study before the paper on the same day. so that you can remember everything on the same day. i tend to forget things after i wake up. i'm really excited for the mooncake festival. okay my brother is singing You Raise Me Up in a very... weird tone. and i thought it was my dad. my mom scolded him because he bothered her while she was watching E! News. wow, is it just me or is today a very funny and happy day? :D

my mom just told me i need to buy a new pair of school socks because my old ones have a hole on it. wonder how i created that hole.

i saw a very nice notebook in Sunway Pyramid's Popular today and wanted to buy it when my mom told me about how much am i using her money instead of mine. as you could see, i'm pretty much broke. i'm just waiting for my next monthly allowance so that i can buy L.A Candy, Twilight Saga Official Guide and BLG's Love Drunk album. and maybe GD's Heartbreaker album. hey, most his songs are awesome. not to mention Twilight Saga Journals. ugh, i have to many things in my wish list. and i was supposed to be saving up money for a new pair of Nike Kicks and a new pair of flats.

i want a studded black vest omg. i wanna go shopping one day this month :D damn, i want more pretty notebooks wtfuh. i have this fetish for them. but i'm sure ~~millions~~ okay maybe not millions but maybe hundreds of others who have fetish for pretty notebooks. i want the notebook i saw in Popular today D: maybe i'll got get it this weekend. it's not like i'm not gonna use the notebooks after i buy it. like i did to all the other notebooks i bought in the past. no, i won't (: notebooks are for notes so i'm gonna fill them with words. random, important or whatever. my parents' anniversary is tomorrow, QQ and her dar's anniversary is today. after tomorrow, it's Martin's birthday <333

i. srsly. can't. wait. for. 101009 <333

i type lessthanthree to much O_O i really wish Su Wen can gooo! so i could see her rock out like nobodeh's business LOL okay, so like these days i replace ky with keh. like; Nicky = Nickeh, Okay = okeh, nobody = nobodeh. it sounds cute to me HAHA i'm weird, i know.

i discovered that i'm weird and random and creepy when i found myself skipping around and singing Umbrella out loud to everyone's face in primary school. i'd go, " Under my umbrella, ella, ella, eh, eh, eh, under my umbrella, ella, ella, eh, eh.. " while pointing at them and sorta-dance in front of them and people would frown at me and walk away. apparently, they didn't much time to actually laugh at me or join me.

yes i was that lame in primary school and i'm often the dumbest and the slowest when playing Uno or any other card game. or even Monopoly/Saidina. i forget the rules and get confused with the money and the amount of steps we have to take. sigh, guess i'll stop my ranting now and go take a bath then sleep. i have duty and PSV tomorrow. paint brushes, art block and paint. goodnight :D

Sometimes I couldn't help but wonder if fate brought us together.

2009-09-05T18:55:00.000+08:00

rocking with ; Good Girls Go Bad - Cobra Starship ft. Leighton Meester.

i want something like this for my next phone :D

school is gonna end early until Puasa is over which is the end of this month. then it'll be study study and preparation for the finals. then finally, the finals. oh and 021009 is Mooncake Festival HEE my cousin sister is coming over for dinner. maybe i can ask her to stay overnight and we'll go catch a movie together. hopefully The Final Destination will still be in cinemas at that time (: (: (:

come to think of it, time passed quite fast this year actually. first you know, we're starting the year off with our annual sports day then it's the mid terms after that is the MTV World Stage situation and next, the finals. hopefully, next year won't pass so fast because i don't want it to be PMR so fast.

i've subscribed to the Digi Music to see if i'm lucky to win tickets to AAR's concert but apparently, i can't wtf. why can't they just sell the tickets? they'd earn profit like duh. it's better that way ain't it? and they'll have a bigger crowd. right? D: D: D:

but when it comes to Boys Like Girls, of course it'll be different (: i'd get it or die hard trying :D

hung out in the library for a while with Katherine yesterday since i had to go to school early. i completely forgot how comfortable it feel there lol. my KH lakaran was lost after i passed up. my teacher probably left it in the workshop. so i have to do another one over again and finish it by monday. at tuition, Mr. Chew declared how much he hated Korean artists - especially Rain. some of us were against his opinion LOL but his opinion on Rain - we weren't so against him for that matter :O

had fun going against him. nothing serious though. we just said something like; he's jealous because the korean boy celebs are hotter than him :D Ni Kol asked for his opinion on Edward Cullen. they all seemed to dislike Rob. it's okay, among us, i'll have Rob all to myself LOL gotta be optimistic. Math chapter 10 got a tiny bit easier with Chien and Kath's help last night.

finally finished Perfect: Pretty Little Liars. am in dire need for the fourth book: Unbelievable. every book just keeps me wanting more LOL continuing Airhead now. then will begin KH lakaran. i need science tuition badly. Pn. Khoo got worse; she talks with the mask on. but we don't blame her since she's pregnant. she just wants safety for the baby. even so, we can't hear her words clearly when she talks in class D: will have to ask for my cousin sister for some recommendations.

Mr. Siah said that after he leaves, we won't miss him that much anymore. well, i think we still need his tutoring, his jokes, his stories and his notes to survive Form 2 Science. and some of us still miss him a little.

I don't want this moment to ever end.

2009-08-31T03:53:00.009+08:00

Superchic[k] - Stand In The Rain

one of the most inspirational and emotional songs i've ever heard. it tells me that even when things come crashing down, we can make it through if we try. sure there'd be tears, heartbreaks, wounds and scars. but a wound can heal and a scar can be hidden or forgotten. all it needs is time.

what's life without the hard times? when life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life you've got a thousand reasons to smile.

***

randomness at its full form LOL no, i'm not feeling emotional or anything. i just find this song really comforting. came across it at Malaysiantwilighter.blogspot.com and i felt like posting it up. actually, after listening to this song over and over again, it makes me happier about the life around me (:

omg, i just sounded like i'm some kinda emo girl. no no, i am happyhappy sunshine girl! * slapped *

i'm also replaying With Me by Sum 41 when i heard it on my brother's friend's blog.

hahahaha, i stalk his friends' blog :D no wait, not considered stalker lah. a reader (: (: (: - hopefully.

the song almost made me cry lolwtf.

lyrics

the official music video.

i can be hyper during midnight. school reopens in another 28 hours for the morning section students and 33 more hours for the afternoon section students. sigh. UPSR is next week. my cousin brother is taking the exam this year. when i asked him did he study, he's like, no sweat, no sweat like that wtf. as far as i know, candidates who sat for the exam in my year panicked like kids who just found out their crayons got stolen - minus the crying and whining - and worked their asses off in preparation for the big day.

i told my cousin brother i'll be there when he claims his upsr results to see how he reacts. he said casually that i can go wtf yes, i only realize now that i had his approval which - obviously - wasn't needed. i can just lie to the teachers that i'm his sister who is just too " anxious " to see her little brother graduate from the primary school she was from and finally becoming a teenage boy hahahahawtf. but i think that on the results day, i won't be much anticipated to get up at 7AM in the morning just to see him cry/laugh/shrug/reacts normally. i'll just force him to retell how he reacted HEE :D

okay, i think i've rant enough for this post. those words just came out from my head without me thinking twice whether to type it in or not. anyway, lastly, it's 3AM now so i'm like 3 hours late but what the hell,

SELAMAT HARI MERDEKA KALI YANG KE 52!

do you say it that way? hopefully, yes. hahaha, see i'm one of the little who usually blogs in english but wishes happy independence day in malay hahahaahawtf. * slapped * i better go sleep now before my hyper side take over and try to dominate the world of jellybeans. or even worse, Nicky Chuah's world wtflikezomg. notice how i blogged like a normal blogger early in this post then my words just became more and more no-sense? yeah, that's rachel ng during midnight for ya. i'm typing fast hahahaha. oh, this is one of my proudest moments and i will stop now.

night, peeps.

I'll wait here forever just to see you smile.

2009-08-30T19:42:00.006+08:00

Nike women's Air Force 1 is LOVEEE <3

watched Teen Choice Awards `09 till about 5AM this morning. it's no surprise that every word Taylor Lautner says on stage makes all the girls scream. i think most of the members of Team Edward had a completely different view of Jacob Black after seeing Taylor Lautner :D :D :D the boy's so effin hot and sexy, you can't do anything but swoon and go insane right? for girls la at least.

it's already Sunday. the holidays flew by fast. i still have homework left undone. gonna get to that soon. had already promised myself to get them done these two days before school reopens. i'll do that while listening to some BLG and Sum 41.

i want Coffee Bean. i loveee the pure chocolate and pure vanilla there :D

my study table still have piles of books that i just can't seem to get rid of. i need more space D: went to Sunway yesterday. spotted L.A. Candy by Lauren Conrad in MPH. i wanted to get it but i'm broke. gotta wait till next month. i have to go into one of the Rock Corner branch and ask when is Love Drunk releasing in Malaysia. bought Perfect: Pretty Little Liars #3. apparently, even though the MPH branch in Sunway is quite small, there are a lot of books i wanted available there. i was searching for Perfect almost everywhere. there were only copies of Pretty Little Liars, Flawless and Wicked.

i want a new pair of flats. the one pair i bought from Bangkok spoilt ): ): ): internet is beginning to run slow. gonna go read Perfect a little bit before launching operation finish undone and rotten homework.

I've got questions and I want the answers but I'm just too afraid to ask.

2009-08-29T04:23:00.010+08:00

i've absolutely no idea why but i'm falling. for you. even though we're worlds apart, i know it's impossible. but who the hell says a girl can't dream? maybe when i really believe, one day, you'll notice. our footsteps, are all set by our Daddy (:

oh and i wasn't really referring to Martin in the phrase above. but i still wish HEE. apologies for not updating my blog recently. feeling too lazy to catch up on things. i thought, might as well let things go by itself and then recall it later. had tons of fun these few days. homework are still not finished. am gonna start on that later. it's 4:23 AM now and i still can't sleep. The Ting Ting's is playing on Astro Hitz channel.

have to miss out on the New Moon Release Party organized by TwilightBest on Facebook since it's at midnight. so i'll just have to wait till Eclipse. now, gotta wish Audrey a happy birthday, the gorgeous officially turns 14 today; 290809

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY LIN (:

HAVE A BLAST <3

and,

A HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO LENA WON <3

it's August fast and counting. sigh, how fast will it be until the end of the year? oh well, at least there are advantages turning 15. i want new flats wtf. finally bought Wicked Lovely. gonna start reading it soon after finishing Airhead. i left it in my aunt's car so i had to wait for like, 3 days only can take back wtf. and i was in the middle of the interesting parts LOL gonna get it back tomorrow i hope. going to Pavillion, maybe.

It's easy to feel like you're all alone.

To feel like nobody knows.

Because these things will change, can you feel it now?

2009-08-23T19:58:00.005+08:00

deleted my last post for a reason. The Orphan is only available to 18 year olds and above. pfft, it's not like we teens are gonna get nightmares from a psychotic killer who actually has a dark past played by a very pretty little girl killing people in cruel ways.

well, maybe some will get nightmares. but i definitely won't. i was looking forward to this movie actually. sigh, just gotta wait for the DVD then. i want a new bottle of black nail polish because my old one dried up. bleh.

why is it that during night times, i feel completely wrong and screwed up but after i wake up in the morning, i feel all better? is it the hormones?

i haven't had my dinner yet. anddd, The All American Rejects are coming back to MSIA in October.

no news about BLG D: D: D: i really hope they don't mean next October. and JunkOnline is officially my favourite new website to check for artists who are coming to MSIA for a concert :D

i'm gonna go shopping tomorrowww! i'm just not sure where yet. am bringing masks for just in case XP gosh, i just learned that the PMR this year is next next month already. made me realize how fast time was passing. next year, it'll be our turn. hope we'll be prepared and not hyperventilating.

Change Official Music Video - Taylor Swift

she looks sooo gorgeous in that video. i really hope she picks Hey Stephen or Fifteen for her next music video HEE

gonna go copy down some notes now. i have to prevent myself from thinking about Shoujo Manga[s] so much HEHE

Make your heart drop and come alive.

2009-08-22T00:05:00.005+08:00

tagged by Celine (:

1) Who is your best friend?

: well, like Celine says, if you think you're my best friend, then you are (: but if you're a random person who thinks you're my best friend but we've never even met before, then we're not.

2)Do you admire/love he/her?

: yes of course! in fact, i love them/her so much i'd kiss them! :D

3)Do you share your deepest secrets with he/her?

: yeaah. what are best friends for? (:

4)Is it a He or a Her?

: her

5)List another 10 friends

: [ in random order ]
1. Chien
2. QQ
3. Katherine
4. Lena
5. Kelly
6. Hsu Huan
7. Marie
8. GG
9. Jo Yi
10. Ian Yi

6)Have you loved 1 [ Chien ] before?

: i LOVE her :D

if i told her i love her, she'd act normal and look at me with the -_- face because i've already said that so many times HEE

7)Hate 5?

: I ADORE HER. one of the best friend who gives out the best advices.

8)3 and 4's birthday?

: 160995, 280895

9)7's boy/girlfriend?

HAHA, Martin Bennett Johnson! <3

10)Does 9 love 6?

I have no idea :P

11)Admire 8?

TOTALLYYY :D

12)Rather die or make love with 10?

hahahahaha that's a very funny question. reminded me of their pjk story :D Kath should know what i'm talking about. or marie HEE

oh right, the answer: make love. like duh.

1)Your name in Full

Rachel Ng Ka-Yeng

2)Your Christian name

Rachel

3)Your perfect call sign

wtf is this.. uhhh, bitch? HEE

4)You age

officially and proudly fourteen. i'm old. deal with it :D

5)Your school(optional)

optional? really!? ooh, this is gonna be good. HOGWARTS ! i'm actually a friend of Hermione and Harry. they're really nice people. Oh, and i'm from Gryffindor. Go lions! - wtf - there's a very reasonable explanation to why i don't speak in a british accent. i'm rather special, you see.* slapped *

6)Your ranks
i have no idea. Gryffindor! - now i sound like a dumb blonde HEHE

7)Your boyfiend/girlfriend's name

hahahhaha, i know my brother reads my blog HAHA

8)Your neighbour in class

the one and only, Lena <3

9)Do you own a club ?

yes, you bet i do! in fact, i'll tell you what club i own; i own the.. uh... uhm.. what club do i own again?

10)Any ranks in class

the student who is insane and creepy. laughs too loud and screams too much.

11)Your daily routines

reading manga, shit, sleep, eat, pee and all the other stuff average teens do.

what, you think i'd go on a lunch date with Prince Harry then go for the shoot of my new movie, attend a photoshoot for Vera Wang's Summer collection, walk on a runway for Gucci in Paris, fly back to US in my private jet and finally meet up with Martin Johnson so that we can parteh [ party ]? pfft yeah, in my dreams maybe.

12)Your average breakfast

funny question. okay fine, let's get straight to the answer; by the time i wake up everyday, it'll be lunch HEHE

13)Pressure your suffering from now

how to beat Nicky and dominate his world HAHA - i was just kidding. seriously. does this face look serious to you? :_:

14)IQ level

i have no idea. wait, is this some kinda trick question? maybe i should take a test to see how much my IQ level is. hmm.

15)EQ or IQ higher

i don't.. know..

16)You Famous

YES! in a world where no one exists but me. which is the MRWFMRRFPE - mentally retarded world for the mentally retarded rachels from planet EARTHH. - i'm kidding.

17)Who sits behind you in class

i edited the question. because the original one creep me out for some reason. erm, Chee Weng, Wee Ken & Jun Keong.

19)Favourite artist/singer

duh. whoever who reads my blog but dunno who are my fave. artists can go dunk their heads into cow poop.
TAYLOR SWIFT , ROBERT PATTINSON AND MARTIN BENNETT JOHNSONNN ♥♥♥
there are others too but those three are the main onesss.

20)Preferred past-timer(hobby)

reading a book. not text book. storybooks. trust me, if you can ever get me to read a whole text book, then i really believe miracle happens and you can turn a frog into a prince charming once you kiss it.

Now tag 16 unlucky ppl :

16? ain't that too little? this is better: NO ONE :D

i did this tag with the answers that popped into my mind the second i read the questions. so feel free to laugh and don't punch me if i had offended you in some way. - you know, the cow poop thingy. i didn't mean it. * runs far away first *

I'm all whatever but that's just for cover.

2009-08-21T00:23:00.000+08:00

GD goes blonde. * faints *

Happy Belated Birthday to G-Dragon. he is loveee.

i feel like ditching school again tomorrow. part of me wants to ditch school because i'm feeling very dejected. but part of me wants to go to school, attend choir and hopefully get cheered up.

maybe it's 'cause of the lack of sleep these days. i wanna go shopping.

i think my brother's laptop is literally turning into my laptop because i use it too much. computer is still dead because my brother is too " busy " to bring it for repair. pfft. but nevermind. i still have his laptop which i'm practically taking over now muahahhaa wtf. * slapped *

what is Tumblr? O_O

edited @ 1:26 AM | 210809

i finally found out what Tumblr is. * does the nerd laugh * i am so outdated pfft.

Little words mean big things.

2009-08-20T12:16:00.005+08:00

gasp! MPH are selling these babies in October! Twilight journals! thankfully, i haven't bought any pretty notebooks as my journals yet (: but wtf, it costs 95 bucks. i'm gonna be broke. unless i pre-order it first laaah. there's a 20% discount HEE :D

but there's the Twilight Official Guide coming out in September. i'm also saving up money for an iPod pfft. maybe next year i'll get one.. and IF Boys Like Girls are really coming back to MSIA, i have to use my own money to buy their tickets. or shall i try to win them like i originally planned with Kath LOL

my brother wants a digital slr. i'm saving up money for dslr until i'm 17. hopefully hehehe. there are many things i can't do/own until i'm 17 -.-

might as well start saving up money now so that i can purchase whatever i want when i turn 17 :D

i have started using my daily planner book i bought from S&L Gift Shop in like, last December. it's time to get organized :D * slapped * next year's the pmr year for all the fourteenyearolds.

i can't imagine how we're all gonna panic. i need a pair of new sandals. trying to get my mom to bring me out shopping next week HEE (:

i'm aiming for a toy camera. no, not the ones for babies/kids but the real lomography ones. like, Diana+ and etc. an additional gadget to my wishlist. i have 3 more years to go to save up money and get those stuffs. heh. * please make my wish come true please make my wish come true * wtf :D

now i'm gonna go play with my camera. improve my sucky angle skills. ditching school today. again O_O last year of being naughty okay HAHA * slapped * next year we've all gotta focus and be serious. imagine rachel ng with a serious work-hard face - almost impossible. i think.

Here we are again, it's really perfect.

2009-08-19T11:23:00.003+08:00

thunder

the great escape

i'm surprised to see that people who were at the MTV World Stage still cared to record their performances.

if it was me, i'd be rocking out first. but maybe the recordings were requested by their friends. BLG said " See you in October " at 1:02 in their The Great Escape performance video but i checked their website for tour dates. no Malaysia WTF FML FTW. maybe they meant the October NEXT YEAR wtfwtfwtf nonononononononono!!

but i am determined to get them back and i'm going to see them live in person! and i'm gonna achieve that by commenting on their website everyday, twitter " BLG come back to MSIA! " everyday, commenting on Martin's website everyday or maybe try replying to Martin through twitter :D if i have the guts to :O

even if i have to wait till next October. my love for Martin/BLG will never die MUAHAHA. i hope i'm not scaring people with my obsession. AAR's concert is a must go, too! Chien, Katherine, Marie : WE. MUST. BE. HARDCORE. STAY POSITIVE.

HEE * grins stupidly * *slapped* skipping school today. slight flu due to turning on the aircond temperature too high. HEHEE

i can't wait for Love Drunk to come ouuttttt. Pixie Lott's Mama Do is sooo catchy heh (: her voice is really niceee too. i loveee Martin's tattoo on the middle of his back. the first verse of Amazing Grace :D

Maybe it's just me,

2009-08-18T23:43:00.003+08:00

* screams * New Moon 2nd trailer omgwtfbbq. i got so excited that i almost fainted. i bit my lip so hard it almost bled. the ending of the trailer! THE ENDING OF THE TRAILER : " Don't get me upset. "

TAYLOR LAUTNERRR! he makes me swoon and giggle to myself until i cry. seriously.

this trailer got me even more eager to watch it. it looks awesome! * puff cheeks from heat caused by Taylor Launter's hotness *

school is alright these days. we didn't study at all today. because everyone's busy singing for the class choir tomorrow. i'm having a slight flu O_O

i'm looking forward to watch the remake of Fame. holidays are starting sooo soon that i think time is flying. hehh.

Love Drunk was stuck in my head these past few days. when i'm bored, i tend to find myself singing Love Drunk to myself. Thunder, too. Martin Johnson <333

he is love :D

I've got the sickness, you've got the cure.

2009-08-17T01:26:00.007+08:00

i find all of Boys Like Girls songs awesome.

Thunder currently stuck in my head. Martin's voice is sooo calming and and... indescribable. i'm willing to listen to his voice over and over again. gosh, there are so many people falling sick these days. i think i'm gonna have flu if i turn on the aircond too cold again too. sigh.

gonna go sleep now. have to wake up by 10AM tomorrow. going to school at 10:30AM to practice for performance. perasmian for merdeka is tomorrow. afternoon section. yay. i guess.

and not to forget, i'm sooo gonna ask Kath & Jas every single detail in person (:

goodnight and hugs.

We'll make the clock stop , make the heart drop and come alive .

Five Minutes To Midnight - BLG

You make me such a rush.

2009-08-16T20:22:00.005+08:00

Clarence : BLG might be coming back in October.

Nicky : They said " See you in October."

AAR also mentioned they were coming back.

i seriously screamed when i received Clarence's text.

i'm sooo going! Chien wants to! i told everyone who didn't go to World Stage last night that, " There is always a next time and we will go next time. " LOL hopefully.

there's class choir on Wednesday wtf. i'm gonna talk my way out with Pn. Khoo if it works. i am officially in love with Martin Bennett Johnson.

strangely enough, i like the smell of Dettol wtf.

i wanna eat cupcakes. maybe i'll ask my mom to make some these few days. MTV World Stage: Live In Malaysia will premiere on TV on 280809, Lena's birthday @ 12AM

Sammy got a towel from one of AAR's guitarist! lol how superb awesome is that!

Paramore's Ignorance is addictive. Love Drunk comes out a day before Martin Johnson's birthday! <3

edited @ 10:42 PM

watching MTV Asia Channel. they kept playing those videos from the artists who performed last night. that proved how huge it was.

practically, everyone wants to go to Boys Like Girls' concert if there is a second round. it's gonna be wild. come back, BLG! you've got thousands of ~~potential girlfriends~~ supporters here! :D

This is even sadder than the David Archuleta case.

2009-08-15T14:55:00.002+08:00

i've called Jasmine, Allan, Katherine and Nicky to tell me what happens during MTV World Stage tonight. even though it's a sad day for me,

140809 around 9:30PM
i had one of the proudest night in my life (:

i get to rule Nicky but only for about 30minutes though. it all happened during Math tuition when Katherine and Nicky were arguing about which team is better; Chelsea or Manchester United. i'm Team Switzerland, Katherine. hmmph :D i'm just an interested viewer. the whole room was filled with Manchester Chelsea Sucks Shut Up words.

katherine. nikol. me. chien. nicky. mr.chew.

" Manchester sucks lah okay. Chelsea rocks! "
" Manchester doesn't suck! Chelsea does! "
" I like a player in Chelsea. The goalkeeper damn chun that guy. Ben Foster sucks. "
" Ohh, Peter Cech. Yeah lah, Ben Foster sucks lah, Van De Sar also sucks lah. "
" Van De Sar is awesome also what. Both of them are awesome. "
" Yeah! Van De Sar is awesome! See! "
" Chelsea! "
" Manchester! "
" Shut up! You suck and you suck, too. " - referring to Nicky and Katherine.
" You suck the most lah! " - referring to me wtf.
" LOL. Rachel, you're just making things worse only. "
" WTF LOL. Fine! Yes, I suck the most so shut up already! "
" Actually, Chelsea if they play in England, they can win. If they play outside England, they will lose. As for Manchester, they outside also cannot win in England also cannot win. "
" HAH! Chelsea rocks! "
" Oh! Shut up already! "

Ni Kol's SHUT UP was magical. they stopped. the whole Man Utd VS Chelsea arguement made us laughed so much that i forgot about World Stage until Amanda texted me.

9:30 PM :
MTV World Stage Live In Malaysia. I have tickets. Interested?

i went OHMYGOD OHMYGOD! Kath was like, What happened? What happened? OMG! i asked Nicky if he's going or not and he said he doesn't have the tickets. so Kath and him kept asking me to give Amanda's tickets to them. i did only because they're friends LOL Nicky was afraid i wouldn't give the ticket to him so whenever he started teasing me, i shot him a look and he immediately apologized. i told Chien that we won't get to see that every day.

so it was worth it. i mean giving up the tickets to Nicky and Katherine. now Nicky owes me NINE favours. i made him say, " You are my lifesaver, Rachel. " it was hard work but he said it in the end. i also made him sign on a paper to prove that he owes me nine favours LOL he was very careful not to piss me off during the whole 30 minutes HAHA that really is something you don't see everyday.

had choir practice this morning. i tried flaunting the ticket at Eugene but he ended up saying he's not interested so i still haven't defeat him yet wtf. Nicholas asked me how much am i selling to the ticket to Nicky 'cause he had to buy his ticket for RM60. i told him i'm giving it for free to Nicky cause he's my friend. he went all, " Diu, i need to pay laaa. "
can't wait for the holidays to come. i'm gonna go take a bath and read airhead. then at 11:11 PM tonight, i'm gonna make a wish (:

Shine a light and send it on.

2009-08-13T20:40:00.009+08:00

Send It On - Miley Cyrus, Demi Lovato, Selena Gomez & The Jonas Brothers.

A word's, just a word, 'til you mean what you say
And love, isn't love 'til you give it away
We've all gotta give
Give somethin' ta give, to make a change

Send It on, On and On
Just one that can heal another,
Be apart, reach a heart,
Just one spark starts a fire!
With one little action
the chain reaction will never stop!
Make it strong,
Shine a light and send it on!

Just Smile, (Just Smile)
And the world (and the world) will smile
along with you,
That small act of love,
stands for one'll become two!

If We take the chances
To change circumstances
Imagine all we can do
If we,

Send It on, On and On,
Just one that can heal another,
Be apart, reach a heart,
Just one spark starts a fire!
With one little action
the chain reaction will never stop!
Make it strong,
Shine a light and send it on!
Send It On!
(Oh send it on)

And There's Power in all of the choices we make,
So I'm starting now there's not a moment to waste!

A word's, just a word,
til you mean what you say
And love, isn't love 'til you give it away

Send It on, On and On,
Just one that can heal another,
Be apart, reach a heart,
Just one spark starts a fire!
With one little action
the chain reaction will never stop!
Make it strong,
Shine a light and send it on

Just one that can heal another
Be apart, Reach a heart
Just one spark starts a fire!
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make it strong
Shine a light and send it on
Shine a light and send it on
Shine a light and Send it on

updated with this song <3 Send It On by Miley Cyrus, Selena Gomez, Demi Lovato & The Jonas Brothers. awesome song.
Selena sounds great in this video. i love her voice, it's unique. Demi has the most beautiful and powerful voice here. Miley sounds better LOL

Live for the moments you cannot put into words.

2009-08-11T21:42:00.007+08:00

It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag ten people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real - nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name.

1. What is your name : Rachel

2. A four Letter Word : Rose

3. A boy's Name : Romeo

4. A girl's Name : Rebecca

5. An occupation : Radio DJ (:

7. Something you'll wear : Rain coat heee.

8. Something sick : Rocket-scientist swallowing a live snake and rat :D

9. A food : Riceeeee

10. Something found in the bathroom: Razor blades

11. A place : oooh, Rome (:

12. A reason for being late : Riding a horse to school wtf.

13. Something you'd shout : ROBERT PATTINSON IS LOVEEE!

14. A movie title : Race To Witch Mountain

15. Something you drink : R.O Water

16. A musical group : Rascal Flatts

17. An animal : Rabbit

18. A street name : Rosewood street. HEHE

19. A type of car : Range rover - I THINK it's spelt this way wtf.

20. The title of a song : Radios In Heaven - Plain White T's.

TAGGED PEOPLE:
You
You
You
You
You and
YOU (: (: (:

where's number 6? i've been drinking Milo a lot these days wtf :D this tag was something i'm doing to keep my blog alive. might not be updating this week.

had a good laugh in school today. friends <333
am gonna go read Airhead now (: will be updating my twitter though.

edited 11:45 PM

OHMYGOD. i squealed so loud that i got scolded by my father. you can scream now. this is one of the happiest moments in my life :D :D :D
i swear i almost cried.

105 days until the release of New Moon the moviee damn it! i'm gonna watch it thrice this time (: (: (: come faster, Novemberrr! you can scream now. i'm done :D

Love locked ;

2009-08-10T21:10:00.005+08:00

sometimes just looking at photography makes me feel better ♥

sometimes all you can do is accept what comes in life and try to make the best of it.

One thing that makes it all complete.

2009-08-10T06:59:00.009+08:00

i accidentally edited/erased something so my blog was pretty much screwed up before this. downloaded the codes and edited all over again. as for why am i doing up so early is because... i'll get to that later on. might be skipping school today. i'll say why later. now i'm only having problems with the post title. but i'm gonna edit that later too when i wake up. going to sleep now. good morning (:
so weird. like, i'm going to sleep not saying goodnight but good morning wtf.

edited | 1:55 PM

woke up about an hour ago. read Airhead right after waking up. i slept at about 7AM in the morning today. it all happened last night when i just finished watching the Man Utd VS Chelsea match and using my brother's laptop, suddenly there was a burst coming from my parent's room. my dad checked it out and found out something exploded it seemed. after minutes, it exploded again and made loud noises. so he shut down the electric. we called the Tenaga Nasional Berhad they came and checked it out, told us that the wire or something exploded so they needa fix it.

being the spoiled brat i am, i can't sleep without air-conditioner wtf. so since the electric was down, i stayed up reading Airhead & writing a chapter for my story. it was midnight and they were making such loud noises, i bet our neighbours couldn't sleep either. and the TNB's truck outside my house has a damn bright light shining in so i couldn't sleep.

they worked and worked and worked until about 6:25AM. i can't believe i managed to stay up for so long. it broke my own record LOL the minute they turned on the electricity back, i went to my dad's laptop - computer is still dead - and edited my codes HAHA blog comes first. i think.

they had to effin break the ceiling in the master bedroom. feel sorry for my parents. their ceiling was ruined - kinda.

went to sleep at about 7AM when most of the morning section students were getting ready for school. woke up and ate lunch. the TNB team came and fixed the wires again. after they all finished, we cleaned the room up. now there's two huge holes in the ceiling in the master bedroom. hmm.

i literally decided to go to school since Pn. Vally was gonna bring us to watch The Phantom of The Opera today. but i couldn't make it cause i couldn't even open my eyelids when my dad tried to wake me up and asked me if i was going to school. plus, i was sleeping in the living room in a very awkward posture - i fell asleep and couldn't get up to go back to my bedroom.

so that was how my night went. something to remember eh? i realized that sometimes, staying at home even with a computer/laptop can be a bore. i wonder if i would rot during the one week holiday coming up. thankfully, i get to go out two days (: i'm being an angel now so that my mom wouldn't change her mind.

what an evil person i am - that is specifically typed to WEE CHIEN & KATHERINE. they said i'm too kind wtf. i'm obviously not. right? :D * horns growing out above head *

i. am. evil. i guess <3

edited | 7:32 PM

and it's Lucas Till's birthday today :D Taylor Swift won Choice Female Artist & Choice Female Album for the TCA! <333

she totally deserved it (: (: (: i found out through her tweets HAHA and Twilight won 11 awards for the Teen Choice Awards! YES!<333

found that out through MalaysianTwilighter

난 네 이름을 내 마음에 새겨져있다

2009-08-08T23:46:00.012+08:00

i suddenly felt like typing in a korean title so i used the google translator and translated something (:

computer is dead so i'm using my brother's laptop to blog. it still doesn't feel right using his laptop to blog. it was a hilarious night at tuition that day. Nicky said he wanted to throw his slipper at me so i told him to throw if he dares but Wei Sen threw it at me instead. it hit my leg hahahaa his throwing skills suck. or was he actually aiming for my legs? O_O

well, when i was arguing with Nicky, Mr. Chew was all, "Huh? What kinda war is going on here? I'm trying to be the peacemaker." and more hilarious things followed. we have a very funny Math tuition teacher LOL

went shopping today. it felt as if i hadn't gone shopping for clothes in years. had dinner with my aunt, uncle and cousin brother. we were talking about the cantonese movie On His Majesty's Secret Service. watched the trailer. serious funny.

re-watched some Haptic Motion CFs with SNSD & DBSK starred in it. now am gonna go watch Haptic Mission. Hyun Joong, Kim Bum & Kim Jun are super duper cute in it <3

Son Dambi is beautiful and hot LOL

tomorrow's a Sunday and since the computer won't distract me anymore, i'm gonna clean my study desk. yes, i'm determined (:

night, world.

edited | 12:33 AM

all you need to do is forward to Hyun Joong's interview at 2:00 or just forward it to the part when the judge asked " What do you think it's your best quality? " which is at 3:55.

i really think you should watch this if you're having a bad day and need some cheering up (:

i laughed till i had tears in my eyes and my parents called me nuts. Hyun Joong is sooo cute! LOL

edited | 4:38 PM | 090809

okay, so maybe the cleaning up plan ain't gonna work until the holidays. let's just say i was distracted by Burning Flame III when my dad turned it on. super funny and niceee. Kevin Cheng, of course, looks unconditionally handsome and heroic in it (:

Teen Choice Awards is tomorrow. i wonder if it's gonna be showed on TV here. i wanna see who wins aaahh.

so i'm gonna start during the holidays. eh, promised (: (: (: i'm gonna start now. bit by bit during Sundays (: might be throwing away some old stuffs.

maybe sometimes you just need to let go of some things in the past for some new ones to roll in.

Lucas Till's birthday is tomorrow :D

i saw his tweet. after that he's going to Thailand. * screams * Malaysia's near, he should comeee! then we'll commence operation Stalk Lucas Till :D

I know that it's forever, I just gotta let you know.

2009-08-07T00:00:00.011+08:00

i miss Bangkok. just look at all those tshirts.

twitter is downnn!! can't load the site, hmm. oh and i added plurk to my profile. i'm starting to have a... addiction for things like those. you know, you update daily and tell people how you feel and what you're doing.

but not really going into details. well, i can blog but not go into details too but i like to elaborate everytime i blog :D

it's like my... not-so-personal journal O_O

yesterday wasn't such a fun day. but it was definitely something that made a mark in my train of memories. well, it was fun to the boys of course. hehhh, they did get hit for the Nicholas' case. even Nicholas himself got hit. and i got hit too wtf. not gonna go into details. let's just say, i got called, i freaked out and screamed at all of them from the lab all the way to the staff room, i got hit then forgave and forgot about it.

fell sick so i skipped school today. guess how in the world exactly have i gotten my fever. lesson : do not bath with cold water then hot and get out of the shower without drying yourself first.

that's what i did and in the end i ended up getting a tasteless mouth from medicine and a pale vampire-like face. yay - not. i miss school all of a sudden. hmmm. being sick is like being dragged into a personal hell on earth );

spent my day watching TV and reading books.

bought a few activity books. i'm sooo gonna be hardcore for the finals. it's important!

WEE CHIEN : REMEMBER MY POST-IT NOTES ON THE WALL? ABOUT NICKY? :D YEAH YOU BET I'M SERIOUS ABOUT IT.

MSN :

Rachel : oh and pn. vally is making the test papers for sejarah in the finals.

Nicky : really? waw

R : yup. and pn. tai is making the math papers

N : okayy... better gimme some tips abt wads coming out

R : if she does give any papers, i'll show it to ya. I AM PLAYING THIS GAME FAIR AND SQUARE! no cheating!

N : k

his teacher is Pn. Chew. so, we have different teachers that's why he asked for tips if Pn. Tai gave any. oh and he knows that i'm trying to beat him in the finals HAHA everytime i see his expression when i tell him, " I'm soo gonna beat you Nicky! " he has " Pfft, good luck with that " written all over his face LOL

watched Wanted on HBO. the movie was awesomeee! we were talking about Edward Cullen that day in Math tuition as usual. then it lead to Robert Pattinson. next, it was Chien siding Ni Kol on how not-so-goodlooking Rob looks. Mr. Chew interrupted our " arguement " and went, "Ahh, that Twilight guy ahh.. I see the news ah, they said he doesn't shower and doesn't wash his hair..."

Ni Kol : "Yes! Yes, teacher. Very bad right!?"

me : NOOOOO!! Those are sooo not true! Not true!!!

sigh. i can't go to MTV World Stage: Live In Malaysia because my mom doesn't allow me to. i was so depressed when she said no that i cried. BOYS LIKE GIRLS, people! THE ALL AMERICAN REJECTS, world!

which of their fans would wanna miss out on a chance like that!? certainly not me. my mom said i can go if my brother can bring me go. when i asked him he said no. i was so angry and sad that i could've ripped his throat out. but thank you so so much to Sammy for offering me the tickets <3

she's only the best cousin sister every girl in the world would kill to get :D

i learned to live by life quotes. so i don't feel as bad as i did during the D.A case after i sobbed.

had a chat with C today that made me super happy. gonna go rest now. i don't think i'll be able to make it to school tomorrow ); my parents have a serious concern about H1N1. not suspects spreading it to me but they're afraid i'll scare people away with my fever wtf. i have nice parents (:

I would like to believe it's not true but the hints are right in front of me.

2009-08-05T00:16:00.010+08:00

Clarence :
he made his own team. - [ football team for an online game in Facebook ]
and you wanna know who is his striker?

Rachel :
you?

Clarence :
YOU LOL

Rach :
WTF HAHA

Clarence :
AND YOU SCORED AGAINST MY TEAM LOL!
he said you damn power

HAHA if i am that power in real life, i'll be jumping around happy. on second though, maybe i won't be updating with my tweets this week.

i ended up feeling sorry for Nicholas today. he was so scared that he changed into his PJK attire. he even planned everything - according to Kath.
and he kena-ed a lot yesterday/today. his shirt was white then it turned into green - green apple mirinda by Dilip - then dark brown - sarsi by Eugene. there was another sarsi bottle and i think it was Ben who poured it on him. Andrew Ng just poured water on him to wash up.
the moment was interfered by pn. wong who just stood there and glared at all of us. they stopped and we ran away.

hopefully their names won't be called tomorrow/today. they/we were just giving Nicholas something to look back one day and laugh about D:
i told him when we were in the canteen having our early recess that, "Nicholas! Don't worry! Just take this as your best birthday ever!"
Nicholas : * stares at me in disbelief * "My ass lah!"

we were all talking about Eugene's plan - he came up with the Splash-Birthday-People-With-Water plan - before recess in the canteen. Nicholas came down and looked at our smiling faces with horror. they enjoyed it nevertheless. C couldn't make it though >< he got sick.

It made me realize how much you mean to me.

2009-08-04T00:36:00.004+08:00

Sorry Sorry - Super Junior. it's very catchy, agree?

Choi Si Won - Super Junior :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Nicholas Lee. -hah! see i put his name in green but not red! HAHA

he tortures people, teases people, hurts people, laughs at people, insults people but still end up making most people crack up.

even though he made me think my life is miserable with him around, sometimes he makes my day 3% better (:

but you know what they say, revenge is always sweeter than sugaaar (:

~~now i just have to plot Nicholas' World domination wtf!~~

MSN ;

Rach : MUAHAHAHA

Nicky : I sense evil within you =x

R : Is this the first day you met me? I've always been evil.

* imitates the circling above head move to show my angelic side *

* gets slapped *

loveee.

" ensemble pour toujours avec vous "

2009-08-03T11:54:00.006+08:00

i just had a sad, haunting dream. hope it won't be true. please.

***
i've lost my blogging mood in the pile of books somewhere.
i think i'll only be updating with my twitter this week. so check my twitter widget/my twitter profile to know what i'm up to. if you wanna know (:
going to school now. getting my test papers, i guess.

I just wanna be with you, right here with you.

2009-08-02T22:55:00.001+08:00

THE FINAL DESTINATION trailer :D

i've never watched Final Destination 1 & 2 so i kinda wanna watch this. it's gonna be in the cinemas here on 3rd of September '09. and it's on 3D! if they have the non 3D version then i'll watch it in the cinemas :D horror movies don't really scare me. ghost movies do.

and i realized something. i. missed. two. episodes. of. True. Blood. wtf.

okay, the lead actor i have to say, has eyes that are very... mysterious. like Rob's eyes in one of the New Moon poster (:

Lucas Till looking ultra sexy. found it on his website. he has twitter now! i followed him * smilesmiles *

They know how stupid you are but still aren't ashamed to be seen with you in public.

2009-08-02T22:12:00.003+08:00

and they're called best friends.
02/08/09 - Sunday.

gorgeous picture from flickr.

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY TO ALL MY FRIENDS <3
they're so cool, they make ice cubes jealous (: rachel wouldn't be rachel without them ♥♥♥

Those times were the times I miss the most.

2009-08-02T00:35:00.003+08:00

re-watching Black Heart's " The Great Escape " performance & Timothy Khoo's " I'm Yours " performance during Talent Hunt. the audiences sang along with Timothy as he performed. i sang a bit too. more like shout. it was kickassing fun. he sang great.

had a small celebration for Talent Hunt on Friday before school started with Dominos' Pizza. had a group shot by the stairs. i feel so frustrated today for some sorta reason. i kept sighing. things are better now. going to sleep now. night, world.

These little wonders, these twists and turns of fate .

2009-08-01T13:25:00.000+08:00

2nd Assessment is over. it was quite okay overall. though i pinky-promised Chien, Kath, Kelly & Marie we're all gonna work our hardest for the finals. even sejarah was quite alright. though i wasn't really prepared for it.

tuition last night was superbly funny. we were talking about how many slices of pizza Kath ate then it led to NiKol eating something very disgusting. and the next thing, i was telling them i actually drank soup with insects in it. of course, i didn't notice the damn insects. there were unknown little thinggies in the soup. so i didn't give a damn. when i said i drank soup with a mosquito in it before, Ni Kol, Kath, Fadhli, Chien & Nicky went " EWWWW!!! "

LOL but hey, nothing happened to me. Mr Chew was saying i shall eat fried cockroaches [!?] so that we could bring Fear Factor back. i went wtf.
it was Allan's birthday yesterday. the guys splashed him with water for some reason. he was wet after school. Eugene splashed some water at someone else when we were at the basketball court after school when Ben came up behind him and poured his bottle water on him. i was right behind Eugene so when he stepped back, he banged into me and i almost fell. wtf. Chien, you're right. my stories these days always has the line; "I almost fell down." in it. wtf. i'm like Bella! yay! LOL

i got bullied badly on Thursday after school when i was going to find Chien and the others. it involved pinching Chee Ping, Brian/Bryan & Eugene trying to splash my own water from my bottle at me and tripping on Clarence's shoe and almost falling. i love my life hahahahahah (:
* bangs wall *

Nicholas found out about the video. it was seriously hilarious the way he responded to it in school. the part when i said " Stupid Nicholas " and it can be heard in the video; he was all, " Hah! Hah! You! Call me stupid Nicholas hor! In that YouTube video! "
guess you can't hide anything from anyone on YouTube.
am going out now.

Now I'm heels over head, I'm hanging upside down .

2009-07-28T21:39:00.005+08:00

sigh. i miss the sleepover. i want more sleepovers. muahahaa, one week of holiday in August coming upp :D
will be on hiatus due to exams.
i realize i'm not that worried for this test. the finals are coming. i think i'm gonna freak out for that. till then, i'm gonna wreck my brain just being paranoid about it (:

❤ Boys Like Girls ; Five Minutes To Midnight .

These words in my head .

2009-07-27T19:16:00.017+08:00

my tag. they got my class wrong. but it's okay, they got Andrew Ng's class wrong, too LOL i had a funny arguement with Nicky about the green pin. we were challenging on who bought it first and who put it on first. i bought it first while he put it on first (:

Black Heart won 2nd place. girls went crazy including me HAHA just look at them; super duper hot!

oh, this pict is really random. i bought these ultra cute name stickers.

the participants' room when it was only half-packed

Black Heart again (: they made me got addicted to Boys Like Girls all over again.

the first few contestants.

the ultra awesome stage. the black piano is a beauty kan? :D

Jenssen.

Joshua Yee.

the first four contestants in a group. they sang The Climb & This Is Me. the girl in the middle sang awesomely. the others were okay too of course.

a guy who was playing the piano. my jaw dropped when i heard him play. he played it fast and perfect.

Aileen's band as the opening performance. everyone cheered :D

Denise and Jun Ming performing If I Never See Your Face Again.

Ann Na, Kristin, Jason and Vickknes performing Always Be My Baby. kickass :)

three awesome dancers for one of the opening performances. all of our mouths gapped open at their moves LOL

Zhen Gang and his Latin partner. we argued in the PA room when he was preparing LOL Kath didn't know he can dance until i asked Zhen Gang was he performing and he lied at first but i kept asking him until he said yes :D i can be annoying at times.

the damn chun dancer who did TWO backflips. and we got to see it upclose when we were sitting at the side of the stage. the rubber chicken on the floor was random. i asked Katherine "Why the hell is a rubber chicken doing on the floor?" a little bit too loud until this dude turned and looked at me. i hid my face HAHA

sabahlouuu. Seng Wei Chueng; his real name is :d he sang Vincent [ Starry, starry night ]

the tags. Elizabeth took this when she was playing with my camera. credits to her.

Nikki during the soundcheck. we were this close to the stage :D
and the PA worker,

Vikneswaran. he rapped Eminem's songs. awesomeee

there are many other pictures but i gotta go study Math for tomorrow now.

p/s i took a Disney Channel quiz on Twitter and i got Jonas!? WTF?

I'm addicted to you, don't you know that you're toxic ?

2009-07-26T19:01:00.005+08:00

uh oh. will update the pictures tomorrow morning before i go to school/after science tuition. internet loading really slow now. pictures delayed.
i won't be elaborating any further in the next post. only the pictures will do the talking. okay, maybe some few words.

11:23 PM

p/s i missed Manchester's match with another country today ): i am not a fan. just an interested viewer (:

Monday 10:56 AM

video of Maget Daniel - Judges' Favourite - beatboxing. Nicholas interrupted in the beginning. the shaking was due to because i was talking to Kelly. the cheering was obviously loud :D
overall, he was dang awesome.

Ben's brother, Douglas in the white shirt and his band.

LaVida. the band performed Wake Me Up When September Ends. they were awesome.

* drumrolls * Shiao Yen

American Idiot. the band that won 3rd prize.

noticing that posture, i'm pretty sure you know what was he performing. Adam Hazim. dancing to Thriller. super chun. and he's super friendly, too (:

Nik. this girl should've won! she's really super awesome and super friendly. if there was ever an award for Friendliest Contestant on that day, i'd vote for her :D she performed Toxic in the semi-finals. was totally kickass.

the fabulous Esther & Amanda ;D they performed Innocence. kick awesome (:

will upload the rest of the pictures tonight. rushing to go school now.

We'll scream at the top of our lungs .

2009-07-26T17:36:00.006+08:00

BEWARE : THIS IS A REALLY LONG POST CONTAINING OF WHAT HAPPENED TO RACHEL NG AND WHAT HAPPENED DURING SMK SERI SAUJANA'S TALENT HUNT '09. READ AT OWN RISK.

i woke up at 7AM and got prepared only to know that i was gonna be lateee for the short meeting before Talent Hunt started so i rushed. reached school about 5 minutes late. just in time for the short meeting. everyone gathered on the basketball court. i was feeling dang sleepy and blur that time. if it wasn't for Johnathan Ng, Andrew Ng's brother, who joked a lot and made all of us laugh, i would've looked at the participants when they register with a " zombie-fied " face.

we got our tags during the short meeting and in Math tuition the other night, Nicky and i almost had a bet on what colour the ribbons - used as our strings for the tags - were gonna be. he said black and it really was black in colour. thankfully, i didn't bet with him (: they ran out of black ribbons so i had the white ones with Kelly and Marie. started our work after the short meeting. the participants' room was in the bilik by-pass 1, opposite the left side of the stage. they were tons of tags for the contestants

Katherine and i got assigned to jobs in an instant. her job was to check each contestants' names who arrived and my job was to ask them like; how many microphones they needed for their performances, do they have a CD for their performances or - if they're a band - what and how many instruments were they playing.

so much for not talking to people pfft. well, during Math tuition a day before Talent Hunt, Kath asked me to follow her around to ask the contestants questions. i told her i can follow but i ain't talking to anybody. but i ended up talking to strangers. it was successful :D there was this one band i was afraid to ask them because they looked unfriendly - most of the participants i talked to were friendly to the max. Jing Yi took over instead. turned out they were her friends :D

the contestants started arriving and soon before we knew it, Kath and i were sweating and were already kinda tired. soundcheck session started. we snuck out the by-pass room to sneak a peek at the performers. we were expecting tons of awesome performers as Kath and i heard them practicing in the participants' room and they were omgwtfbbq awesome. we were literally surrounded by music when we were in the room asking contestants questions.

i was asked by Elizabeth to take care of Sally's bag then by Nicky and lastly, Min Chun. actually, Sally herself asked Min Chun to take care of her bag for her but he went, "Why can't she take care of it?" so Sally asked me to take care of it. all of us were watching the performances until there was this band who went up. Nicky and the others shouted "Go Dougy!" while Nicholas yelled, "You people fail in life! Booo" for his own entertainment. Jing Yi hit his head for that LOL there was strictly no boo-ing yesterday.

i was watching the performances when suddenly Jing Yi asked me to go search for a participant so i have to ask Clarence to take care of it. before we even realize what we were doing, Katherine and i were assigned again to search for the participants according to their numbers and ask them to get ready for the performance.

we were running around not long after that. sweating and exhausted. there were actually 42/43 performances. i mistaken. so, i was asking Katherine was it the semi-final round when we were n the middle of the first round. then when it was the ending of the first round, i thought it was the last round. i lost track of time and i didn't know there were that many performances. after the first round, it was lunch time. ate kuey teow with Kath in the PA room. it was the only room to relax. the by-pass room was packed and the side of the stage was also crowded.

the PA room was empty and there was a fan (:

we chatted with Nicky, Andrew Ng and Jun Weng for a while before going out for our duties again. Zhen Gang was asking how many more performances were there left. i was already suspecting he was gonna perform Latin when he asked that. i confirmed my intuition when he was wearing his dancing shoes. he did perform. everyone went crazy LOL

the top 15 were announced later on and the semi-finals began. ran around searching for contestants again then soon after that, Kath and i were slacking. actually, i asked Kar Mun & Jing Yi if they needed any more help. both of them said no so we slacked :D heard LaVida, a band, sang When You Said Nothing At All and Christopher & Katherine had a duet of Butterfly Fly Away. it was calming after all the work. it was finally the top 3 performers. Kath went back so i sat with Kelly, Marie, Jasmine and Allan in the audience since there weren't anymore job for me to do.

we were talking about how goodlooking the guys were - excluding Allan - when they were performing. cheered a lot. Maget Daniel was the Judges' Favourite Performer. his beatboxing was dang chun. another guy performed I'm Yours and the audience literally clapped and sang together with him. that was cool.

Nik - an awesome female singer - got all of our attention and support. but unfortunately, she didn't win. 3rd prize went to American Idiot. when Jing Yi announced the 2nd prize, everyone cheered and i could hear girls screaming the most. Black Heart won. the band who performed The Great Escape. ~~of course they have mostly girl fans. they're super duper goodlooking, hot and talented!~~ that did not come from me :D

Kelly and i were sitting behind Allan & Jasmine so when we screamed at the top of our lungs - we really enjoyed their performance - Allan closed both his ears and called us to shut up because we were obviously very loud.

1st prize went to some Malay band we didn't know. after the whole event ended, i went to the participants' room to clean up the rubbish while the band members talked. there was this band who started singing I'm Yours with Andrew G. soon, everyone in the room was singing along. even the other band members who didn't know each other sang along. they were mostly boys in the room so the boys sang only. but their voices combined together, it was so cool. not to mention, a guy was strumming on his guitar for the melody. it was like the little after show performance. went back after that and k.o-ed once i reached home.

hopefully they'll sell the VCDs for the whole show. i missed out several performances. oh and the PA System stuffs were soooo awesome :D there were much more that happened but i think i shall stop already. and finally, here are the pictures [ credits to Jasmine for stage pictures ] :

Andrew G., singing Everything.

from right; Christopher, Timothy and Romeo. Cheryl was at the piano. they performed Falling Slowly.

okay, i think this post is ~~a little bit~~ too long. so i'm gonna post the picts in the next post :D

It's a memory I'll never, ever forget .

2009-07-26T15:15:00.003+08:00

Talent Hunt was a really a memory that will last me a lifetime. it was so dang awesome that i'm missing it tons already even though it was just yesterday. though Katherine and i were completely exhausted from running here and there, calling the participants to get ready, pass the participants' discs to the PA system people and finding Jing Yi for information, we had lots of fun. and best yet, we got to watch the performances - well, most - at the side of the stage which was really near.

the whole event was dominated by SMK Seri Saujana students literally. the teachers were just keeping an eye on us, i guess. or giving us support like Pn. Zetty had said. we did our jobs like the teachers do during school events. gained new memories and experiences and new friends. i really wish Chien would be there, though );

hopefully, we'll do it again the second timeee. Chien, you must come for the second time!! as for the complete post of my day at Talent Hunt, i'll update more later. woke up at 8AM this morning to go somewhere with my family and just came back.
kinda tired but i ain't losing my blogging mojo before the test starts. yeap, our 2nd assessment is in a day and i'm not ready yet. yay, joy!

for videos and pictures of Talent Hunt, you can easily google it. or youtube it. you could find the best performers performance. they performed Greenday's songs. and they even sang When You Said Nothing At All backstage. kick awesome! :D
whoo-ed a lot with Katherine. i almost lost my voice and my throat was aching last night. thank God, it's gone now. i can't afford to have sorethroat before the test LOL

the audiences were awesome, too. they clapped cheered and even sang. i'm reading blogs about Talent Hunt now. most of them said it was kickass, too. so i'm assuming we did a great job. it was a success. there were bands and hot guys hahahahahahah wtf. there were also 41 performances that day. damn a lot huh. each performance has its own awesome-ness. not that many pictures were taken because Kath and i were busy working our asses off while our cameras were with Jasmine & Marie who were in the audience.

am gonna update soon. now i'm gonna take a bath and read more blogs about Talent Hunt HAHA.

I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.

2009-07-24T23:00:00.005+08:00

this week passed quite fast, actually. maybe i was really looking forard to tomorrow.
kh work wasn't that bad. i glued my wood back together and sprayed it with paint spray. i was planning to use light purple & light pink but pink colour ran out so i used red. the colours don't match so well but heck, at least i finished it.

gonna be waking up at 6 AM tomorrow to prepare for school. we have to be at the basketball court at like, 7:30 AM sharp.
hopefully it'll go well tomorrow. Karen, Carmen/Karmen and the others spent their few weeks getting headaches for this event.
can't wait for Andrew to perform tomorrow. that boy's got talent okay ;D
tickets will still be on sale for walk-in guests. come. have fun. there's gonna be tons :)

going to sleep now. Here In Your Arms by HelloGoodbye is stuck in my head now. wish me luck on sleeping.
update more tomorrow. i hope. oh and before i sign out,
all new New Moon HQ wallpapers!

my wallpaper :D the Edward one of course. i almost cried when i saw what's gonna be on Comic-Con. i wish i'm in America. sigh. now all i have to do is wish for them to come to Malaysia. [ seriously, my hopes aren't that high up ]

6:25 PM 25/07/09

Talent Hunt was kickass. it's over for only about an hour ago but i'm already missing it. it's a memory that will last a lifetime (: am completely exhausted. will update more later or tomorrow. gonna go take a nap now. it was hectic today but i think we did an awesome job :D

Two-thirtysix in the morning of a schoolday .

2009-07-20T02:36:00.004+08:00

i guess my brother and i have an extra thing in common. we love to sleep in the car on a journey to somewhere if my dad is driving the car.

damn internet can't load the damn GG video and i'm argh-ing all the way while drinking plain water. i think i'll be going to the toilet more than once during midnight.

rocking with Taylor Swift's Fearless songs while editing my stories. getting a little bit sleepy already. well, i'm not that sleepy due to the amount of sleep i got this afternoon.
i feel like drinking hot choco in Genting Highlands. am maybe gonna beg my mom to bring me there end of this year for a holiday (: but i still have hope for Bangkok in the end of the year. i need some new clothes. at least, i don't shop till' dusk. ~~lookwho'stalking~~hahahahaha wtf :D

there's many places i would love to go. and Penang is now one of them. i miss the swimming pool in the hotel there and the hotel breakfast HEHE but mostly, i miss Bangkok. and the super delicious cookies&cream ice-cream sold in Central Plaza. i'm going onto Space Shot the next time i go on a vacation in Genting. i hope i can gather my guts to do it then.
gonna go try getting some sleep now before my eyebags go deeper. pfft, who am i trying to kid, it's already dark enough. goodnight world. thank God there's no Math tomorrow.

Life is a battle . Be the Hero .

2009-07-19T22:09:00.007+08:00

hahahahaha. it's silly how they can get us jump with temptation with all the sneak peeks.
do you feel tempted and crazy? i do. but if you're not a Twilighter then it's different lah duh.

i wonder when's the repeat for the MU VS Msia XI match tomorrow night. gonna be having tuition 15 minutes before the match starts. come to think of it, i've never been so interested in a football match like how i am now.
maybe it's because it's special for this match LOL i mean, helloooo, MANUTD vs MSIA XI here. our countryyy :D

click to enlarge so that you can see what my dad was wearing today; Same Shit. Different Day. oh and he was trying to get the gum he accidentally stepped on off his sandals. bought it at Bangkok last year. he wears this tee a lot. just didn't had the chance to take a decent picture of him wearing it. they sell really pretty message tees in Bangkok so we bought tons of them.

from really dirty messages to funny ones. apparently, my dad doesn't give a damn if my brother or i wore tees with the word fuck on it but we can't say it in front of him. so... yeah. i think i swear a little more than my brother. but you've gotta cut me some slack. i'm in high school. the cliche influential high school. things are different here.

hmm, i've gotta cut down on the cussing before i have to turn to the counselor. hahahahahah wtf. oh come to speak of it, i'm not saying much wtfs these days :D that's a good start. i think.. i dunno what AWOL means until i Googled it just seconds ago.

science tuition is tomorrow. with a new tutor. it feels as if it's the same normal Monday without a change. without a change as in Mr. Siah is gonna teach us like normal not the new tutor. i hadn't gone out for book hunting these few days. 'cause i'm busied with school. well, the second monthly test is coming right after Talent Hunt. a week from now. i'm pretty much broke. kinda now. so i can't get my new pair of Nike kicks yet.

it's only humiliating for me to mention what i did do with the money i was supposed to use for the kicks. let's just let that slip because i did. hhaahhahahahaha (: i think i'm going with black ones so saving up the money for the kicks [ again ] is maybe gonna help me with seeking more choices in black [ ? ]

oh right, i almost forgot. blogging about Katherine craziness. LOL okay, i worked out something in my head yesterday. i guess i ate too many peanut cookies that i lost everything. so Katherine, you're gonna have to wait in the corner until i recall what i wanted to type about yooouuu :D it's nothing big really. just felt the need to put it out hereee.

it's unbelievable to see i'm only at episode 15 of Season 1 for Gossip Girl. i should be at Season 2 now. but i stopped after watching The Blair Bitch Project chapter and started reading novels. so i'm catching up now. Michelle Trachtenberg is really a good actress. i last saw her in Ice Princess then saw her again in 17 Again and now Gossip Girl.

bought Friday The 13th. am maybe gonna watch it next weekend. after Talent Hunt. no wait, there's Dadnapped on Disney Channel in the evening. i missed the one on the original premiere date. well, gonna go continue with more Gossip Girl now. maybe am gonna go sleep at like 2 AM =x

This is like the David Archuleta case again .

2009-07-19T00:24:00.008+08:00

MANCHESTER UNITED VS MALAYSIA XI REMATCH

"Dad, dad, daddd!! Man U VS Malaysia rematch on Monday! Tickets are being sold! Wanna go wanna go wanna go?"

"No, watch at home better."

"Yorrr, watch live better can cheer and scream and get to watch them in person!"

"Watch at home betterrr."

T____T then i remembered i have science tuition on that day so i can't go. but if i can go, i'll most probably skip tuition =x

pfft, i'm not an M.U fan but i enjoyed their first match so why not the second one? so i can't go. sigh. nevermind. i'll watch at home. wait, i can't. i have tuition.

geez. hmm, it's alright. i'll watch the repeat then.

had steamboat for dinner just now. oh i had another shocker.

"You know, Man U VS Malaysia 3-2. Damn OMG right!"

"Yeah! Oh, and i got the training pass but i'm not allowed to go on Friday. Sad eh."

"WTF You had the training pass!? You should've gave it to me! I can go!"

my cousin brother is one lucky kid. apparently, his friend is too rich that he got an extra pass and wanted to give it to my cousin brother who didn't want it because he'd think he's not allowed to go. like how my title said; David Archuleta case again. you know, the one with Nicholas. about him telling me he had the tickets but he was too lazy to go then i ended up almost killing him in school.

another announcement: SMK Seri Saujana's Talent Hunt:

Date: 25th of July, 2009

Time: 9 AM - 4 PM

Venue: SMK Seri Saujana Hall

Ticket Pricing: RM 5.00

Dress Code: Uniform/PJK attire

there is also gonna be food and beverages. the money is going to the fund-raising group. your attendence and donation would be much appreciated (:

everyone is mostly welcomed.

there is also gonna be a jumble sale happening organised by the Interact Club. students will show their talent and entertain the audiences.

for more information, please visit SMK Seri Saujana's Interact Club Blog

come. have fun. meet new friends. it'll won't be a blast without YOU :D

will blog about Katherine soon :D :D :D

Something new happened today and it made me realize everything .

2009-07-18T16:22:00.010+08:00

just came back from the carnival. and after taking my bath, i've decided to change my background. found a nice one on blogskins.com. edited some things but kept the owner's credit of course. i wouldn't be able to make such a nice skin.

i finished editing everything just five minutes before the Manchester United VS Malaysia match started :D channel 811, people. omg, it started at 4:45PM!? oh gosh. gonna edit this soon. going to watch the match now. hee :D

7:45 PM

wow, the match was just wow. LOL Malaysia did very well unexpectedly. they kicked some serious ass on the field today :O 3-2 ! that close! they couldn't even score one when they went against Chelsea.

overall, it was an awesome match HAHA i wish i was there to watch it live though. tickets were sold out i heard. and my mom was kinda watching it too. she said the reason Malaysia was kinda dominating the whole game might be because Manchester United players couldn't stand the heat of the weather here in our country. they all look completely exhausted.

Amri Yahya is a hero [ !? ] in KL now. the man scored the first two goals for Malaysia himself. awesome eh. the moment he scored the second goal making it a 2-2, my jawdropped totally LOL

i think everyone thought it would be a draw match until Owen scored the last goal. hahahahaha, as expected Manchester would win but it was pretty shocking for a moment there. thinking they would draw :O

oh there's gonna be a Twilight Graphic Novel!?

i'm not sure if i should be excited for this lol. anyway, i saw a lot of people during the carnival today. i even saw my Taekwondo Master! Master Len! Audrey and i would have went up and greet him but he was with a girl and we were too stunned to actually move until he walked too far away so we let it be :D

the haunted house was kinda awesome too. though not really that scary but i really liked their idea.

inside there were black&white pictures of some girl pasted on the wall, a table with a body on it. folded boxes on the ground, really scary sound effects in cantonese. girls with long hair kneeling on the floor. when we first went in, the girl was talking like we were at the funeral.

the sound effects got my heart beating for quite some time because it was kinda creepy. went there late because i woke up late. gonna have to wake up at 8AM tomorrow. going somewhere with my family.

gonna go out for dinner now. talked about cinema humiliation moments with Ni Kol and Kath during tuition the other day. embarassing moments really HAHA

Enough for forever .

2009-07-18T02:48:00.003+08:00

i can't sleep D:

Taylor Swift will be performing at the MTV Video Music Awards this year. can't wait for that.
and i'm supposed to wake up at 8AM tomorrow. maybe i'm gonna watch Harry Potter & The Half-Blood Prince. i haven't watched the entire series yet but i think i can figure out what's happening and who's who if i try. hopefully.

oh and i finally figured out how i want my layout to be. wide board post, huge post titles, non-navigational, not too small sidebar. all i'm asking for. so, now i just have to look for one that matches my likings or make one myself. no, wait or try to make one myself.

okay. i'm gonna try to sleep now. i hope.
goodnight, generous people.

Putting on headphones will keep you away from the world but it's only for temporary.

2009-07-17T23:32:00.001+08:00

i fell ill , i missed school for two days because the doc told me to stay out of contact with people , something awful happened to my phone .
okay fine , maybe not that bad but it is saddening . sorry for not replying those who texted me .

i'm still looking for a new blogskin. and during the time while i'm using this one i grew used to navigational ones. but i'd still go for non. navigational ones because it's that tiny bit easier. i'm trying to find ones that has wide post boards because i like wide ones for a reason :D

maybe i should learn how to make one.

monday in school was ugh. i felt miserable the whole day and wasn't able to play softball during the last two periods of pjk D: i felt kinda sick during tuition too. but didn't faint, thankfully.
tuition was saddening yet fun.
went back, took a bath, ate dinner and got ready for tuition at about 8PM. mom picked Chuan Lyn up and drove us to Secret Recipe. met Hoh Lisa in there. she was apparently buying cake for her mom for even she doesn't know why. Chuan Lyn and i had a difficult time choosing the cake that we were 15 minutes late for tuition.

went to tuition with the cake. i didn't notice Mr. Siah was just sitting near the counter so i stupidly took the cake in without sneaking around until Chuan Lyn took the cake and ran down. i saw Mr. Siah and went "Wtf! Omgomg! I didn't know he was there! hahahahaha" i laughed all the way down. Mr. Chew's math class' students were looking at us with that cake as i opened the door and literally slammed it against the whiteboard, making the duster fell and getting everyone's eyes on me. Ni Kol was like, "Rachel! You made an entrance!" LOL

we got that cake hidden under Wei Sen's desk. Mr. Siah came in and everyone was depending on me to tell him about the cake. Audrey suddenly told teacher i wanted to tell him something. i was panicking so i pushed it to Nicky but he pushed it back to me. i told Mr. Siah and he was like, oh, thank you thank you so much.
we played a science quiz. Shinchan vs. Jiggly Puff. Chien, Nicky, Chuan Lyn, Wei Sen, Ke Li, Fadhli, Felix and i were in Jiggly Puff team! while the others are in Shinchan team! had loads of fun and laughed a lot. Mr. Siah was looking very sneaky with every question he asked.

team Shinchan won LOL when we were cutting the cake, we talked. it's really sad to stop being taught by him but hopefully he'll teach us next year for PMR. next week, we'll have a new tutor which is his friend. wonder if he's fierce.
i was late to the Talent Hunt meeting today and was standing outside the library when i saw Cheok coming up. i pointed at him on impulse as if i caught him redhanded. he pointed at me too for another sort of reason. followed him in and was safe. hah :D

well, i gotta sleep now in order to wake up tomorrow for SMK Seri Petaling's Carnival in the morning. i haven't gotten around to continue KWMS yet. maybe am gonna do that this weekend.

xo.

promise me, don't walk away.

2009-07-12T20:44:00.004+08:00

i somehow like coffeebean better :O

A FREAKING COCKROACH JUST WENT INTO MY ROOM AND MADE ME FREAKED OUT TO SLEEP ON MY BED NOW ):

i fucking despise cockroaches. who doesn't. that's not a question actually. i hate spiders too but then i became not so afraid when i had to deal with thousands when i had my own room. though i still freak out sometimes. but cockroaches are like omfgwtfbbq FREAKY ):

just when i got over a very scary story. i usually don't dare to sleep in my room alone when i'm freaked out about something that might come grab me in the middle of the night. cockroaches HAVE to invade. fuck them fuck them fuck them.
whoever who see me every day in school or in tuition know that i have a insect phobia. except for small black ants. i crush them, sorry for being mean please forgive me. but i couldn't help it.

they're like monsters to me. even harmless ones. i scream and run away whenever i see something small and moves. i think my room needs some cleaning up. you know, clear out the old stuffs. maybe i'll do it during the one week August holiday. my study table is such a mess. i do my homework on my bed or on my kitchen table or the kitchen counter. but there's where my dad does all his construction planning so i use the kitchen table instead.

people think Kristen Stewart is pregnant with Rob Pattinson's child. wtf that would be so shocking O_O and wtfwtf?! KRISTEN STEWART BROKE UP WITH MICHAEL ANGARANO?
wtf i feel so outdated. and another wtf? Rob dumped Kristen Stewart for Emilie De Ravin!? WHATTHEFUKK?
i dunno if any of these are true but the Kristen Stewart & Michael Angarano break up was because of Rob!? and i think it is true. the break up i mean. not the reason.

and wtf? Kristen Stewart bombarded by hate mails from Rob's female fans? now THOSE female fans are loyal to the maximum. O_O
gosh, okay maybe the Twilight movie madness with Robert Pattinson is getting a little bit too crazy. i mean, i'm a Spunk Ransom fan but i won't comment on his love life. hahahahaahahahahaha except for his relationship with Kristen Stewart which isn't counted at all :D

Twilight in Hollywood is probably too much for them to handle O_O i feel sorry for them D: back when Cedric Diggory lived, - then he died and became a vampire named Edward Anthony Masen Cullen hahaha - not much girls were crazy for Rob. i'm one of them hahahahahahahaa. i only wondered who in the world is that super duper hot and cute guy when i watched Harry Potter & The Goblet of Fire. i might search for the dvd and re-watch it again just to see how cute Rob looked last time :D :D :D

pfft. at least i'm not as fanatic as sending hate mail to Kristen :) i actually like her. i think she's really pretty and has he own style even though people say her fashion taste is so bad and she's very skinny. and i won't discover all those romance craziness about Rob if i didn't search for Twilight updates and visited MalaysianTwilighter.blogspot.com
i also saw TWILIGHT T-SHIRTS FOR SALEEE. geez, i haven't gotten one. so much for the talking. it's either i make one at a print shop - which i may have trouble finding one later - or buy one online. i'm somehow excited for the Interact Club's Jumble Sale more than SMK Seri Petaling's Carnival next week LOL

ugh, i better go check if there's any more stupid scary freaky cockroaches in my room before sleeping in it tonight. then i have to finish my literature. there's a meeting for Talent Hunt tomorrow so i have to be in school before 12PM. after school, i have to get prepared for tuition and leave early to buy the cake. it's gonna be a sad night tomorrow D':

xo.

Maybe when you look at me, it'll all fade away .

2009-07-11T21:06:00.003+08:00

Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH OH MY GOD HAHAHAHA

Mom: =_= You're always watching stupid videos.

apparently, she finds funny videos on YouTube stupid. except some which she likes. did nothing at home - excluding house chores - but watched Wizards of Waverly Place one hour special, editing my stories, reading the book Audrey lent me; Scrambled Eggs at Midnight and watching YouTube videos. typical Saturday afternoon.

oh and as i was searching through music videos, i found out that Battlefield's music video is out on like, JUNE 11.

i realized what i should realize years back on Wednesday during the last two periods of school. during KH in the bengkel.

R: WTF my stupid wood broke!

JY: Mine broke too. I'm gonna use super glue to glue it back together.

R: WTF this one broke too! IS GOD TRYING TO TELL ME SOMETHING?

K: ... He's trying to tell you that you fail in KH?

R: Yeahh... OMG.

R: OHMYGOD this is so effin hard to saw. Is God trying to tell me something?

K: ... uh, that you fail in KH.

R: Yeah, that.

i really hope that's not true ): i need to pass for this wood work because the one i did last year looks completely fucked up. Ian Yi was laughing the whole time. i felt... nice for amusing people on that day :D

QQ's cake session was okay. i choked on the tiramisu powderand got some onto my pinafore. yay. hahahaha wtf. computer lagging like omgwtfbbqthisissonotawesome. off to bed/ scrambled eggs now.

xo.

Because I know you're always smiling .

2009-07-10T23:26:00.002+08:00

another quick post ;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO QQ ♥

gotta love that silly twinnie ;D

always a partner in crime ;3 kidding ! heheee

With every strike of lightning, comes a memory that lasts .

2009-07-10T23:01:00.000+08:00

the two pictures i took during nilam when i brought my camera to school for sej project. and i got an A for that project :D now it's totally worth staying up late and ditching the computer just to finish it. anyway, i was bored so i stalked almost everyone with Cindy in the library that day. the best thing was the teacher wasn't there. yet she still let us in. it's only like, us in the library with the aircond on of course :D

watched Michael Jackson's Memorial Service this morning. seriously heartbreaking. i cried at almost all the speeches especially Brooke Shield and of course, Paris Jackson. her farewell words gave me bulging eyes. slept at 4AM - the time the Memorial ended. and was almost like a waking zombie the next day in school. Katherine watched it too. she went without sleeping THEN woke up at 8AM so she only had FOUR hours of sleep. you wouldn't believe me but i woke up at 12PM and was almost late for school. i woke at 11AM but was having stomach cramp and dreaming about Rob Pattinson that i slept again.

so i was nearly late for school. talked about Mr. Siah's farewell cake with Chien. he told Audrey and me that he likes Vanilla cake on Monday. trying to figure out exactly where to find one before tuition and after school next monday. still need to have dinner and take my bath in between those things. tuition was fun as usual. Mr. Chew kept saying that he is gonna watch Transformers: Revenge of The Fallen this Sunday and Ni Kol was trying to stay away from storybooks because her exams are approaching/has begun. Katherine and Ni Kol were pretty much hyped up tonight. i was having trouble remembering how to draw a 45-degree angle since i was completely worn out today because of... many reasons. my sweat today could make up a bottle of water to drink.

Malaysia's weather is so hot these days even when it's drizzling. though i'm still down with the flu. had a Talent Hunt meeting on... was it Tuesday?. couldn't be anything but hyped up for the event. during MJ's memorial, there's this kid named Shaheen Jafargholi who sang Who's Lovin You till' like omgwtfbbqthatissoawesome damn good. he made me cry when he sang it at MJ's memorial. i watched his performance on Britains Got Talent - apparently, i just found out about him when i Googled him - standing ovation! he's definitely awesome. the video's here: - my emotions were drowning when i watched this again. i didn't cry. -

am gonna go watch more Gossip Girl now. Math homework tomorrow. SMK Seri Petaling Carnival next Saturday. go go go! there will be 80 stalls AND a rumoured very very very scary rumah hantu :D it seemed forever since i last went to one LOL

xo,

Inside every girl, there's always a secret daydream love story .

2009-07-06T22:58:00.009+08:00

chaotic. is how i feel during most of my day today. talking about it makes me shiver. > <
i feel like a waking zombie today let alone look like one O_O i've finally found out why Jo Yi kept calling me Vampire!Vampire! a few months back. cause my skin is pale and when i'm sick i look lagi pale which pretty much make me look like one. not to forget the black rings under my eyes. oh and i was feeling all zombie-like until tuition. thanks to my friends ♥

taking pictures of your brother's hair is not considered stalking. pfft :D

i saw a packet of JellyBeans at the supermarket today and said something very random. * turns to mom & cousin brother * "Jellybeans shall rise and dominate the world one day!"

mom and cousin brother: =_= i was feeling very weird and random today. at tuition i was even more random and would go on being random if Chien and Nicky hadn't waken me up from all that making-me-laugh. really, who laughs when she gets teased? your one and only Rachel Ng would :D

bought Hannah Montana The Movie Soundtrack today. i saw Miley Cyrus' Breakout Malaysian Edition! and Wicked Lovely by Melissa Marr! that book is on my list now. checked Kinokuniya, MPH Mid Valley, MPH Bangsar Village I, Bangsar Village II only had one but with a different cover. i have this stupid habit of buying a whole series of book having it the same size and quality. like if it's paperback, the rest must be paperback. unless there's really no more paperback stock only hardcover.

if the size is different then i won't buy it. Twilight Saga is different though ;) anyway, i checked almost all of them and there's no stock. next will be 1Utama's MPH, Sunway maybe? oh and not to forget, Transformers: Revenge of The Fallen original DVD! i really wanna watch it again with my cousin! okay, back to tuition. it all went well until Mr. Siah told us that next week is his last class. we were all, "Awh, man. Damn. That fast?" well, at least that was how i reacted anyway. even though we're all smiles smiles and laugh laugh on the outside, i thin we were all feeling the same in the inside. Sad, disappointed, abandoned, miserable, sad, let down, sad, sad, sad.

hmm. time sure whoosh by fast eh? maybe i'm gonna start having my own secret personal journal now. at least then in the future i can read every page and recall back what happened, when did it happen, how did it happen, why did it happen, who caused it and blablablablabla. memories are precious, we should cherish every one of it.

now, i'm just gonna go make myself a cup of hot milo and read a storybook in my room. still trying to decide what am i gonna work as during the Talent Hunt. hey, and i haven't watched any GG for today AND yesterday! :D :D :D okay, maybe i'll go watch nooowwww...

xo.

you might not notice it but i miss all your jokes and you .

2009-07-05T15:06:00.003+08:00

Gossip Girl can't load on my brother's laptop wtfwtfwtf. noooo! even YouTube videos are taking forever to load. total pain in the ass. but i did manage to watch/hear Before The Storm by Niley. super awesome piece. they make an amazing couple. like Serena and Dan. totally adore them. but according to Katherine, they might not end up together? GASP NOO D:

they look really cute together. and i just realize i can't go on one day without watching GG. i've got Math to finish. finally began Chapter 7 in school. so i have to bring my compass and my protractor to school like every day. i wanna watch the BET Awards on MTV now but my dad is watching golf )':

oh and not to forget BM karangan. my new BM teacher is seriously blur. those indian boys were making a fuss in class the other day and she didn't give a damn. Azim was like, "Oi! Woi!" calling her by those words and she didn't even notice =_=

omgosh. my dad just switched to MTV! am gonna go watch BET awards now. tuition tomorrow. gonna ask Nicky how was Transformers 2. oh i haven't even decide on what to get for Mr. Siah as his farewell present yet. O_O Rachel Ng is never good at choosing a gift for a male. except for my dad though. he's kinda easy to shop for. golf stuffs ;D

the mega sales has started again eh. wanna wanna wanna go Kinokuniya. i'm wishing for more shopping!! and i'm still on the Finding My Nike Kicks mission. speaking of that mission, i hadn't had time to go out to a Nike shop these past few days > < next week. i started with Mid Valley. saw this one pair in black/pink/and i forgot what colour. my mom liked it. i liked it too but my options are still open :O

i'm gonna try to load GG again later on. wish me luck wtf HAHA

xo.

full circle and i can't jump a track, can't let you go .

2009-07-04T23:11:00.003+08:00

i got addicted to gossip girl wtf. currently still at episode 7. i fell in love with Daniel Humphrey - played by Penn Badgley who's currently dating Blake Lively - when most of everyone fell for Nathaniel Archibald because Chace Crawford is super hot. o_o but Penn is really super hot too :D

i'm also craving for more transformers 2. when will the dvd be out!? seriously everyone who went and watched it said it was awesomelyfuckingnice.

report card's day was yesterday. as expected pn. khoo went on and on and on until some of the parents looked kinda pissed because of the super hot weather and they were sweating.

went to school at about 1pm++. saw Katherine and the others sitting while some of Jun Wei's gang were playing football in the hall. the teachers didn't seem to give a damn about it. chatted for a while before teacher called everyone up to class. went back to class and waited for lena's mom to come so that i can sit next to her not her "him". before her mom came i was having some trouble. and made a bad first impression. which i feel totally humiliated of. but it faded. thanks to Chien and Katherine.

waited until my brother came. a really hilarious thing happened when Katherine and i were leaning against the balcony-like thingy just in front of the stairs. Nicky came up and the way he was climbing up the stairs made him looked as if he was climbing Mount Everest and finally reached the top. he was all, "Haa... Yes! I made it!" but his expression was bored. =_= typical.

then he was literally complaining about how late his mother was, how is she gonna kena when she gets here, how she ffk-ed him and blablabla. he was also turning around and around that i thought he might be high.

i told him he's sooo gonna get it if his mom suddenly appears behind him and heard all that but he was like, "Pfft, i'm gonna tell her that she's late and she's gonna kena to her face i tell you." Katherine and i were like =_=|| wtf. he made us laugh till our cheekbones hurt though. not to forget, Chien's expression when she saw her brother at the basketball court when we were trying to look out for my brother so i can run back to my class and listens what bad things pn khoo has to say about me. the three of us were chatting and looking until Chien suddenly went, "OH MY GOD IS THAT MY BROTHER!?" she emphasize the word BROTHER!? as if her BROTHER!? was a three eyed greenish blue alien who was looking for her. > <

it was a serious LMAOROFL moment. my brother finally came and when the torture session with pn khoo was over, we headed over to 2Amanah to see how Nicky was doing. normal but when his mom and him exited, his mom pinched his face and expectantly, he dodged it... very "funnily" if that's even a word.

we were just about to go to 2Usaha, passing by 2Setia when we saw Eugene and his mom. stopped by and played eavesdropping - that eavesdropping part was mostly me and Kath. Eugene's reaction were really funny. "No lah teacher! I don't wanna see Pn. Wong!!!" it kinda reminded me about last year's report card day when Pn. Chairul told almost all our parents/guardian that we cuss a lot in class. well, sorta. it was hilarious though. and the look on my brother's face the whole time saying, "You are gonna be soo dead when we get back." he still had it on when he faced pn khoo.

2Usaha was completely deserted when we went in there to wait for Jo Yi and Katherine to take their bags. ate ice cream in the canteen after that. went up to 2Amanah again and chatted. Jo Yi & Kelly went back. so it was just me, Chien, Katherine and Wei Yen. we were just sooo bored. and considering we brought our phones that day... we decided to prank someone. or people.

first victim: Chee Wen Jie. i told him i was looking for someone named Mabel in a different voice using Kath's phone. he went all, "... HUH?" we hung up and LOAO-ed. next victim: Eugene Kwan. though this "genius" can never be fooled. and his reaction always seem to make us laugh. his prank was a massive failure. i used the same reason and he seemed pretty convinced it was real at first but then he had to go all, "WHAT?" i couldn't restrain any longer and burst out laughing. he swore at us or something. i couldn't hear what he said.

it was only us in the classroom and some peralihan kids - Wei Hau and his gang - who were listening to M2M. they didn't gave a damn on how much noise we were making. next and last, was Clarence. i wouldn't call it a failure or a success but i did succeed restraining myself from laughing though. apologies to all three boys for pranking them but we were just too effin bored!

went back at around 6PM. we were listening to The Climb while waiting for my mom at the bench. that song never fails to inspire someone. went back, chatted some more and had dinner before going to tuition. Mr. Chew was literally teaching us how to kill cockroaches which grossed Ni Kol, Katherine and me out. he even taught Fadhli step by step! well, i'm gonna look for some New Moon news now.

xo.

Finding friendship like ours is like nailing jelly on a tree; impossible .

2009-07-02T12:15:00.003+08:00

just a quick post .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOH WEE CHIEN.

pict taken from her friendster. can't seem to find a pict of us together, ><

a partner in crime,

a smart teacher,

a helping hand,

a faithful companion,

a shoulder to cry on,

a humorous joker,

a lovely darling,

a beautiful being,

~~not to forget, a blackmailer~~ kidding ;O

but most important of all, a friend.

have a blast on your birthday, Chien.

hope you're happy with what we gave you on your birthday - excluding Eugene's "You suck."

and Nicholas' stupid curse.

You might have me believing I don't always have to be alone .

2009-06-30T22:35:00.003+08:00

watched Transformers: Return of The Fallen yesterday. my mouth was just half opened throughout the entire movie. only words i could say: Oh. My. God.
IT WAS ONE OF THE BEST MOVIES I'VE EVER WATCHED IN MY FOURTEEN YEARS OF LIFE.

i think the 2nd one is slightly more gila chun than the first one. maybe cause the 2nd one was so anticipated. or maybe the 2nd one had more action cause everyone knows who everyone is in the movie. like; who is Sam Witwicky, Mikaela Banes, OPTIMUS PRIME. hahahaha, sorry, just felt the need to emphasize that.
it was so awefuckingsome that i think i'm gonna buy the dvd when it comes out in stores :D seriously, when i booked the tickets, it was almost sold out. thankfully, my brother helped me to use his Maybank account to purchase online. in the theatre, i could literally hear people whoa-ing and wow-ing at the action-packed movie. there were a lot of funny scenes too. Shia Labeouf & Megan Fox are super duper hot.

i couldn't make it to school on Wednesday cause of my tummy ache. i missed two periods of KH D: had to catch up on Friday with only one period. oh right and now i have a bruise on the top side of my forehead. during tuition on Friday, i dropped a ruler and was about to pick it up when i knocked the egde of a school desk. you know, those desk with an attached chair. i think i hit it pretty hard 'cause i had an immediate headache after a moment. i asked Mr. Chew if he had panadol or something and he said no.

he went out then came back with a bottle of gel-like thinggy he called Nutmeg... somethingsomething.
Mr. Chew : The best thing about this is there's no expiry date.
he said that as if he's selling that thing. Audrey asked him when he bought it and he was like, "Er... I forgot." when we took a closer look at that bottle, it looked rotten that when i touched the price tag, it fell off automatically. i think the glue dried over the years/months. there's so no way i'm gonna apply that on my forehead.
the price tag fell onto the floor and Mr. Chew picked it up then suddenly was all, "Oh... The expiry date is actually on the price tag." i went wtf and Katherine started laughing. it seemed that the ink of the expiry date faded D: seriously, God knows how long it has been kept there. LOL

Clarence: this friday is the day i die.
Rachel: o_o whyy?
Clarence: report cards day.
Rachel: ohhh, well this friday is the day we all die. except for the smartsmart ones of course.

i totally forgot about this friday. was feeling like a waking zombie today in school since i slept at 4 AM last night. chien slapped me to wake me up. thanks for that chien! been reading Flawless till i dunno the time. my mom came into my room and told me what time it was so i slept. i missed class photo day D: but pn khoo herself didn't show up o_o there's another photoshoot for pengawas koperasi tomorrow. i don't feel like goinggg > <
you see, the only school photo i took without making my constipated-like face is my Form 1 picture. the freestyle was awesome. we had fun even though it was just a while.

i was asking nearly every boy who i know and saw after recess today, right before the XPAX thing started, do they respect me. you really wouldn't wanna know how the results went. LOL let's just say it's quite... disappointing and expected =_=
i did that cause of Chien. her birthday is tomorrow. she doesn't really know what to expect, really. it could be a sudden Nicholas Lee Singing Happy Birthday session or anything :)

90210 season finale was premiered on Star World today. waiting for Season 2 which will be aired in the US in August. i think i will be starting Gossip Girl soon o_o yes, i haven't watch Gossip Girl. the outdated girl i am :D i've stopped at Season 2 for Laguna Beach. I'm A Celebrity, Get Me Out of Here is premiering on Star World on 8th of July at 9 PM :) will be going to school at 9:30 AM tomorrow. needa go sleep nowww.

xo.

I remember those simple things .

2009-06-29T23:21:00.004+08:00

"Oreos are unhealthy."

"Pfft, I'm cutting down on snacks okay, Mom. Except Oreo. Oreo's different."

:D logic. well, kinda. oh and is watching a lot and a lot and a lot of videos of Big Bang considered addicted? o_o well, i hope not. i've gone crazy enough over many other things like; ROBERT PATTINSON <3

my mom was telling my aunt how addictive i am to books today. she was like, "This girl ah, she rather don't eat just to get money to buy books. All books books books. Her room got so many cupboards until almost no space to walk already." D: reading isn't a crime! pfft! and besides, my room is small. that's why :)

it was Mr. Siah's birthday today. Audrey and Chien texted me just before tuition started. so i made a simple card and asked my dad to write the Happy Birthday words on it cause i was busy with something else. he took so long deciding which kinda design to use, that i was late for tuition. when i went out and was about to get into the car, he was like, "What are you doing. We're walking there."

my reaction was like WTF =_= "No, Dad! We can't walk! I'm late for tuition!" well, my tuition "center" is located just a role behind my house so it's quite near. i started to run when my dad was just walking there. "Run faster lah run. Later got dog come out and chase you."

i immediately stopped, looked back and started running again. by the time i got to tuition, i was already sweating. while my dad was walking back, with his arms across his chest and not sweating.

thank God for the aircond in the room. when i went into the room, my usual desk next to Chien was gone. i forced Wei Sen to gimme his chair so that he can take Fadhli's and Fadhli can take one from outside. since my seat is behind Wei Sen and his seat is behind Fadhli. you get that by now.

but typical Wei Sen didn't wanna move. so i had to get out and take another desk for him. again, i forced him to move. he didn't. Fadhli got up. Mr. Siah noticed and carried the whole desk to the back. i felt guilty. especially it was his birthday. the desk almost hit me. maybe it was punishment D:

so, during tuition we were passing the card around in Audrey's file. when we filled the whole paper with messages and signature - Kok Yin's message was dang awesome! - and passed it to him. now we're deciding his farewell present. yes, he's gonna stop teaching us for the rest of the year D:

i was making something today and was looking for the things for it when i found unread storybooks. so i'm gonna read all of them before i go on and buy more books. or maybe that's a little bit too late cause i just bought Jinx by Meg Cabot & Flawless - FINALLY. seriously, i've searched for two MPH[s] and there's no stock! i'm a sloowwww reader. loveee taking my time to fantasize each and every sentences. though sometimes my imagination isn't so ... colourful o_o

and i just realized Big Bang supports Nike :D they wore Air Force ones in their "We Belong Together" music video. the ones G-Dragon gave to the girl in the music video are just sick! i mean, sick as in awesome. they also wear Reebok. they just loveee wearing High Dunks :O

pause at 2:13. or just forward it to 2:10-2:14.

oh and the girl singing the chorus is Park Bom from 2NE1. man, the girl could sing right right right?

*click to enlarge*

Nike gave Big Bang those fabulous High Dunks as a gift. according to their fansite. T.O.P's ones i love the most. maybe it's cause i like prefer silver over gold O_O G-Dragon's, TaeYang's, SeungRi's and DaeSung's ones are here

am gonna go watch Confessions of A Shopaholic now. finally bought the DVD. call me outdated, i'll take it as a compliment ;D

xo.

Guess I still can't let go of that last one .

2009-06-26T00:47:00.002+08:00

hari koperasi was okay. didn't attend any classes except for PJK for the whole day. Nigel kept wanting to challenge my in football. i said no of course. hmm, or maybe one day i really will O_O

went to school late. hahahaha, sorry QQ - this little missy literally strangled me when i reached school. hahahaha. went there and stood in dewan ixora together until the sesi pagi[s] went back. started working not long after that. sat down for a while. QQ's booth was right opposite mine so we were staring at each other almost the whole time.

people came and we had customers. eugene and gang were trying to get coupons and discount from me LOL i didn't give them of course. if i really did, cik fong would kill me. it was fun "serving them". well, kinda. at least they made me laugh. and i automatically knew how to speak basic chinese all of a sudden! see, selling air limau kasturi isn't so bad. minus the part where i get my hands sticky putting on covers and the water getting splashed onto my face and my uniform =_= eugene was dang lucky he was passing by when i wanted to give my coupons away - then regretted it later because i needed it but never mind - so i gave my coupons to him. he was like, "What can I do with 1.50?" me: "How the hell do I know. Buy some muffins? *put on best fake smile*

yes. it was the rule that day wtf. "Customers are always first and we're always second." so when i treated most boys badly, my senior would glare at me and i would turn into an "angel who smiles brightly at her beloved customers" *grins*

.... so not. well, i was polite to almost everyone. it ended at about 5something in the evening. helped to clean up a bit and went back to class. overall, hari koperasi day was fun. the potato chips was very addictive too. for the whole week, you can see students eating in class, during rehat ANYWHERE they were eating it. LOL
will update more about my week. i guess. nothing much happened anyway. and homework is pain.

RIP Michael Jackson. He was such a phenomenal, bursting with talent artist that no one would ever forget. I know that most people my age grew up listening to his songs. He's an unforgettable legend. May peace be with him.

Out of the many, you'll always be the only one ♥

2009-06-24T13:08:00.008+08:00

i just realized i often blog about how hot men celebs are and how i swoon over them in videos. wtf, but it's not like i'm gonna stop anytime soon. maybe not ever. a girl is still a girl right? in fact, i think i'm gonna flood this short post with pictures of hot men celebs!

G-Dragon . his tattoos are awesome, no? it says "too fast to live, too young to die." look it up to see what it means :)

T.O.P. he wears eyeliner in all the videos i've watched. but i dunno about the others lah.

this never fails to make me smile. it's just a parody though. the real lyrics of the song are sad & sweet.

oh and i just remembered, wtf. it was Kris Neil Allen's birthday on 21st June! oh i forgot when his birthday was wtf. i only know Rob's birthday.

i watched him performing the National Anthem of America at the basketball game or something? O_O he did awesome okay. though he did get boo-ed at in the beginning. sheesh, screw those haters who boo-ed him D: don't worry Kris, you have my support <3

then a day after Kris Allen's birthday, it's Lee Min Ho's birthday!! super duper Asian hottie/cutie here okay. why must Korean guys be so smexy wtf. LOL look, his hair is straightened! ++ hotness and good-lookingness.

it's harder to find pictures of him with straight hair but i found some anyway :D cause most pictures i came across were the screencaps of him in Boys Before Flowers episodes. God, do i feel like re-watching BBF/BOF now. but i can't. math homework D:

I wanna see stars .

2009-06-22T01:26:00.004+08:00

holy shit. Lollipop by Big Bang & 2NE1 is playing on my head. thank you QQ for showing it to me hahahhahahaha

T.O.P - the guy with the glasses - is so hot :D although their outfits in this video is sorta weird, it's still colourful!! the theme for the video is suppose to be lollipop = colours ;)

when it comes to korean songs, i don't stop at the same singer. i listen to all the others.

i can't sleep because that song is playing in my head. the part, "Lolli lolli lolli pop pop." say hellooo to deeper eyebags wtf.
why must korean songs be so catchy and addictive wtf! especially those cute ones wtf.

new moon calender. cross my fingers that it would be released in Malaysia!

okay, i'll try to go hum Crazier to myself. my current lullaby. hehehehe. will be updating soon with Kath's and JoYi's tag. i guess .

xo.

Superhuman heart beats in me .

2009-06-21T17:51:00.013+08:00

Happy Father's Day to all the daddies out there including mine :D

Bangkok Trip canceled due to H1N1. man, i was looking forward to this trip so much. my mom said maybe it'll be postponed or canceled. please let it be postponed please let it be postponed! please please pleaseeeeee. i promise i'll be good <3

hahahahahahahaha. i really wanna go )': i came across another blog; and she was supposed to go Bangkok too but her trip was canceled due to H1N1 also D:

Jim Carrey : "The wouldn't be a swine flu if we treated the pigs better!" if you need to see his whole speech when he won Best Comedic Performance at the MTV Movie Awards 2009, here it is :

i laughed til i cried seriously. "I was choking in front of the world. In front of my peers. In front of the good looking kid from Twilight." *camera switches to Rob* loveee that part <3>

bought Ransom My Heart by Meg Cabot. finally, :D will be reading it soon. now am reading Betrayed. Dadnapped is today on Disney Channel. like i said, i'm sorta kinda still a Disney Channel fan ;) Edison Chen opened his shop yesterday in Bangsar. man, ignoring the scandal, he sure is welcomed here in Malaysia O__O

just doing my KH kursus work again and Math homework later. Hari Koperasi is tomorrow. gotta be in school at 12PM. Hari Terbuka coming up. Talent Hunt in July. can't wait!! Chien's birthday is also coming up :D then it will be Queenie's. will be finishing KH kursus work now.

Disappoinment stung me on the ass .

2009-06-20T23:36:00.003+08:00

before, i start my post, just wanna wish Edward Anthony Masen Cullen a HAPPY 108th BIRTHDAY <3
always our favorite vampire. loveees.

i'm a size 7. but that one in the picture is for men. and men's smallest size is size 8. which is my brother's size. my brother's shoe size is one/two size bigger than mine. i tried on my brother's Nike Kicks just now. one and a half size bigger wtf. but i tried it on barefoot lah. so maybe if i wear socks... sheesh, i'm gonna go take a look at the Nike shops and Studio R[s] and maybe the other sports shops which sells Nike footswear.

hm, yes i'm that anxious to get a new pair of Nike kicks. but if i still don't find my perfect love, then it's fated. i shall wait wtf :D if i really can't find the one, well, look on the bright side. i don't have to spend my entire savings on it yet. *smiles smiles*

went to Mid Valley today since my brother wants a haircut. wandered around MPH. can't find Flawless. no more stock wtf. even so, Wicked, the fifth book - the fifth right? - is out in Malaysia. wanted to go for Wicked Lovely by Melissa Marr, a storybook with Faerie Romance * grins widely to imaginary friend, Bishy wtf * but the only book left, the pages at the back were a little bit torn and folded =__=

begging my mom to go KLCC tomorrow. but since it's Father's Day, i shall wait till next saturday. no, wait. i'm watching Transformers next saturday. is there any cinema in KLCC? o_o why isn't there GSC, wtfwtf. sigh, it's either i go next sunday. or saturday O__O will be doing the tags soon. and to QQ, will update the outing blog soon ;D

rocking with, Battlefied - Jordin Sparks.

That little feeling that blooms so insanely in my heart ,

2009-06-19T19:52:00.006+08:00

Edited.

Me Mom Dad

Eh, the guy you go crazy over one, does he play Edward Cullen in your favourite movie, what what Twilight?

Yes, Robert Pattinson lah.

Oh, he got into a car accident.

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD. What!?

But don't worry he didn't die. Your brother heard it over the radio.

OH MY GOSH WHAT!? WHY?

He's alive. *turns to my dad and sighed*

I knew she would react like that.

Told you not to tell her already lah. See her reaction.

I wanna know who is Edward Cullen mah!

i almost cried. seriously. before my mom said he's alive. hahahahhahaah. yes, i'm such a drama queen wtf.

okay, so when i came home from dinner, i terus rushed to my dad's laptop - since my brother is using the computer - and checked. i almost screamed at my brother for the stupid connection. too anxious to know how is Rob wtf. turned out,

Twilight star Robert Pattinson was hit by a taxi in New York
as he tried to run away from a crowd of teenage fans, according to reports.

US website Radaronline said the 23-year-old was clipped by
a cab but was not seriously hurt.
The British actor, who had been filming
his new movie Remember Me, was surrounded by fans as he tried to cross the
street to his trailer.

Pattinson's manager did not comment on the accident.
The actor's security guards were reportedly furious about the scuffle and
one was heard shouting: "You see what you did, you almost killed him."

Since appearing as vampire Edward Cullen in the Twilight
film series, Pattinson has become a huge star.
Earlier this month, he took
home the prize for best male breakthrough performance at the MTV Movie Awards in
Los Angeles.
He also shared the best kiss prize with co-star Kristen
Stewart.

In May, he confirmed there will be a fourth film in the
vampire series.

when i saw the last line on the article. i reacted as how any Twilight fan would. "WTF REALLY? I DIDN'T KNOW THAT WTF."

and if Robert Pattinson comes to Malaysia, we should not surround him while he's busy crossing the street. *winks*

and so i Googled - yes thank God there's Google! - and found this :

It’s confirmed: There will be a fourth Twilight movie. Wrapping up filming on New Moon and Eclipse, Robert Pattinson confirmed that he’s going to make Breaking Dawn.

Readers familiar with the Twilight saga–or those who’ve just heard about it on the Internet–know that the fourth book is the one where things finally get, er, physical between Bella and Edward, and that things don’t go according to plan. Breaking Dawn contains some scenes that would make the staunchest horror-movie fan a bit queasy. Added to that the fact that the book is essentially three books stuck together, and you get something that might be quite hard to film.

Still, fans might be ready for a little action (double entendre intended) after three movies where most of the plot centers around the breakups and makeups and tension between Bella and Edward (and of course Jacob.)

Stephenie Meyer’s skill doesn’t lie in epic battles or other things that translate well to film, but in getting inside the head of a teenage girl in love. Yet the middle of Breaking Dawn is told through Jacob’s voice, and it comes out surprisingly convincing as well.

So there are several things in Breaking Dawn that haven’t
been in the previous books, some for the better, some decidedly worse, and I
wouldn’t want any part of having to translate it to film, but we’ll get to see
what becomes of it sometime in the next couple of years.

yes, i can't wait too! heck, i'm already chewing on my fingernails when i read articles about New Moon the Movie.

had a really fun time during choir meeting today. finished early and Katherine, Kelly, Jasmine, Andrew, Kath's cousin bro started singing songs. it was awesome listening to them LOL

was trying to force Andrew to sing one song. darn, he's awesome! too bad he's not performing during Talent Hunt. if he is then it'll be awesome. and Katherine isn't too! > <

maybe i'll do the tags soon. since i have nothing better to do :D

that was when i carved your name onto my heart .

2009-06-16T22:20:00.008+08:00

school started for three days now. it almost felt as if there were no 2 weeks holidays. though you can spot students with new haircut here and there. am sooo happy to get to se my friends back. loveee them!! they keep me alive!!

the electric were off on Monday night. causing tuition to be canceled. by the time Chien and i arrived, everyone who had class that day were outside waiting in the dark. even the street lights were off.

trust me, never run fast into a house full of kids around in the dark. i did that and i ran into Fadhli's back. my nose f-ing hurt like omgwtfbbqthisissonotawesome.
he went all, "Oh my God! I'm so sorry! Tengok tuuu.." =_______= i banged into Nicky twice, almost stepped on my last year science tuition teacher, Mr. Chan a.k.a Mr. Popika Chan's feet, banged into Chien once and almost tripped over Ni Kol's bag on the floor if it wasn't for Chien almost tripping over it first.
she went all, "Ah! What's that!" then i tripped and i nearly screamed. but then i looked down... "Oh! It's Ni Kol's bag! what the!"

so thank you Chien for the warning hahahahahha. she thought it was the black dog that always wander around the neighbourhood. as we waited longer in the dark - and sweating. i just took my bath and was already sweating ! -, Mr. Siah - our science tuition teacher if you dunno - came and gave us homework. which reminds me i haven't even do it yet. he went all, "You think no electric means no study ah! Do this! If i don't see this on your table next week, you all are gonna kena." or was it something like that.

i made a lame excuse like, "Oh, teacher, i cannot see the paper lah. I think my night vision is very poor. hahahahahaha." but took the paper in the end.
i guess my night vision is kinda poor. since Chien kept saying it is and i need to eat more carrots wtf! LOL
that explains why i ran into Fadhli when i thought he was still walking when he was standing there! ftw!
oh and i got back some papers today. let's just say the papers for the mid terms are difficult. like, an animal's blood to vampires. hahahahah - using twilight again. it keeps us alive but never fully satisfied.

or something like that. my results to me is like: it keeps me feeling safe but never feeling achieved.

pn. khoo managed to insult every single student who got either good or bad results for science. another new kid came into our class today. Nigel; his name is. and - call us mean but we couldn't help it! - a funny thing happened after recess.
okay, before that, Lena, Wei Yen and i were outside 2 Maju and our class was the other side of the building but on the same floor. new kid Nigel suddenly came up to us and asked the most unexpected thing ever; "Er, where is our class? I forgot."
Lena and i exchanged looks and started laughing out loud. we showed him where was it and continued laughing at him in class. he was all, "It's only my second day here so don't laugh lah."
we stopped but when Azim, classmate, sang The Climb and Sugar, i laughed even harder.

seriously. the way he sang The Climb changed my whole entire view of that song. i still love it of course. LOL
my laughing stopped and his ~~horrible~~awesome singing faded. KH was okay. we're gonna begin our kerja kursus is starting soon. and homework is starting to pile in. all starting with Math homework by Pn. Tai. koperasi day is next monday. most probably won't be able to attend classes > <
lucky there won't be Math on Monday! i couldn't afford to miss a Math lesson since i missed one math tuition lesson when my tuition teacher was in the middle of chapter 5. i didn't quite learn that part. so i'm relying on Pn. Tai to teach me.
Andrew G. sang the first line of a song - that can't be revealed here if he wants to keep the song choice as a surprise - and Katherine & i were in awe.
"I swear on my heart that i will give him 10 bucks if he rocked the song better than ________." that was what i told Katherine before i heard him sing the first line. man, the boy can really really sing solo! there goes my 10 bucks. but i play the game fair and square so you don't have to share with me, Katherine ;D thanks for the offer anyway. LOL

am gonna go finish my math homework and my long-time-no-touch kerja kursus to pass up tomorrow. the time table changed. PJK on Mondays!? i totally prefer it on Tuesdays. oh and my KH exercise book fell down from the second floor and was gone missing when Katherine and i looked down. sigh, guess i have to copy past exercises with a whole new book and explain to Pn. Latifpah. my BM teacher, Sej teacher and Sivik teacher was changed. the new Sej teacher is less boring. at least she gives notes on the whiteboard. oh and my old sej teacher only teaches using the damn textbook and nothing else. that's really what makes her so boring. new BM teacher sucks i suddenly prefer En. Iskandar more than her.
sigh.

oh, hari terbuka is on the same day as i'm going to Bangkok. so i can't attend. now i just have to think of some way to tell Pn. Khoo without having her to scold me. so far, nothing. guess i'm getting scolded after all. hmm. i'm happy today. thanks to my super duper best friends (: thank you .

love might be just a chapter in a guy's life but to a girl, it's the whole book .

2009-06-13T15:20:00.001+08:00

they got so hyped up playing some kinda fighting game . QQ's expression was seriously priceless ! LOL

Tuesday .

QQ and Chien reached at about 1PM++ and mom fetched us to my cousin's saloon . did rebonding and went back to my house . Chien stayed till 10PM+ .
at around 8PM the electric went off , we were so bored so we took some pictures here and there . Chuan Lyn came not long later .
Chilled at the living room and i showed them the hoedown throwdown HAHA i've finally memorized the moves ! i suddenly sang "Pictures of you, pictures of me", QQ was like, "Oh! That song!"

we started making up more new lines as the lyrics . it was seriously hilarious . the electric came on and QQ shouted as if a war has finally ended . oh right, when the electric was still off, we went into my room and i tripped over the mattress on the floor and fell, my knee kena-ed the stupid controller . my skin came off and it bruised for a few days . never ever walk in the dark LOL
Chien and i played the fighting game since QQ wanted to use the laptop .
Chien went back and i went to take my bath . went back into my room and joined QQ as we listened to her darl, Derek, sang .

a really stupid thing happened, when she called him via msn, both of us were talking to each other then her darl suddenly asked, "Your laptop got mike?" - or something like that .
QQ asked and i said i dunno while i was searching the laptop for the mike. unsuccessful but hey, we laughed like crazy .

time passed pretty fast. before we all realized it, it was already 1AM and Chuan Lyn was dozing off. If it wasn't for my mom's waffles for supper, she would have slept way earlier . watched Twilight on the laptop with the lights off . until about 3AM++, QQ couldn't take it any longer so she slept first while Chuan Lyn and i were still wide awake .
when the movie finished, i was about to doze off when Chuan Lyn asked if i can teman her till 5AM . of course i refused since i was already tired . she started singing some songs and then asked me if i slapped or kick people in my sleep.
my reply: "No, i don't. But i'll slap you if you don't shut up." she shut up immediately and both of us slept .

Wednesday .

Chien's message came at about 8AM+ and it woke me up . QQ woke up next . got ready and waited for my parents . fetched Chien and reached Mid Valley about 11AM+
collected the tickets for 17 Again and went down to pack MCD . since we couldn't find any place to sit, we went up to the food court to eat . went to buy some snacks at the counter and met Brenda . chatted for a while and found out she was watching Hannah Montana too . but different time lah .

waited with Chien for QQ and Chuan Lyn outside the girl's bathroom . according to Chien, two dudes almost walked into the girls' bathroom but realized it before setting a foot in . lucky HAHAHA
went into the hall and was finding out seats when someone was like, "Rachel!" i wasn't wearing my glasses for some apparent reason that won't be mentioned here . sorry, it's extremely private and confidential . HAHAHAHA
i looked up at a white shirt figure staring down at me . couldn't quite made up who he was since it was unexpected to meet him there .
suddenly Chien was like, "Huh... Oh, it's Wai Chun." i was all chehh, Wai Chunnnn . i showed him i wasn't wearing my glasses so i can't see him . Chuan Lyn sat down and the three of us followed to.

not seeing what seat number it was . yeah, a mistake. a huge mistake that can be also be blamed on Wai Chun since he distracted me . okay so, we watched the trailer, happily chatting away when suddenly two dudes came and said, "Uh, miss, you're sitting in our seats."

* blank......... what?

we got up and i apologized, stepping the guy's shoe . it was on accident okay . apologized again . oh and did i mention the lights went off when we were still blur and sitting there, staring at him ?
yes, the lights went off and the movie began . humiliating, really .
we got up and we were turning heads . bad sign . Chien saw Wai Chun laughing =_= we sat down again and if i'm not mistaken, the same thing happened to another dude behind us . maybe . because when we were discussing just how humiliating the thing was, a group of girls came and sat behind . a guy suddenly got up, went down a few roles and sat in another seat .
yeah, so always look at your seat number before sitting down in a cinema no matter how distracted you are . like, a Robert Pattinson suddenly showed up, a really hot guy came and ask for your number, you met an unexpected friend or anything :D

the movie began and thanks to Zac Efron, he made my humiliating feeling disappeared . LOL
he got slapped ! like, really slapped . on the face .
we laughed so loud that a few people turned and looked at us . and then, there was this part when Zac came out of his car looking all cool, QQ and Chien whoo-ed and a girl turned around to look at them . we're all so weird .
and i cried at one part . the others were about to cry too . HA! i just couldn't stand it . so i got teary eyed. pfft, watch the movie . i'm sure you would feel like crying too .
it was sad yet sweet . right, it was the part when Mike O'Donnell took out a letter and said things to his wife . about how they first met and other stuffs which came from his heart but not the letter . really sweet .

after the movie - which ended later than i assumed - we went to Teddy Tales then walked back to the cinema just in time for the second movie . oh and Clarence, Allan & Nicky were there too . except they were watching two different movies . Night At The Museum 2 and Terminator Salvation .
funny . Nicky and Chien talked about how Terminator sucked balls during tuition on Monday and yet Nicky still watched it =_=

bought popcorn and went into the hall - double-checking the seat numbers now . i cried quite a lot during Hannah Montana the Movie . no wait, let's just call it, my allergies . yes, my allergies came quite a few times during the movie :D hahaha, learned that from Wizards of Waverly Place .
yes, i watch it . that's where i know Selena Gomez and Jake T. Austin from .
there was this part when Jackson Stewart - played by Jason Earles - banged into the revolving door then fell . i laughed so loud that a dude turned and look at me. almost on impluse, i smiled at him .
stupid, i know . but takkan, go stuck my tongue out at him meh . LOL

my allergies came rushing when Miley sang The Climb . i figured i'd let it dry itself and don't move so no one would know i'm crying when Chien turned around and patted on my shoulder all of a sudden .
making Chuan Lyn turn and asked, "Are you crying?" just a little bit too loud . i started laughing when tears were literally rolling down my cheeks. LOL
went back after the movie and that ended my two day non stop fun times . school's starting soon .
and there's gonna be a one week holiday in August :) Transformers 2; I'm coming !!

that was when i suddenly realized how much i miss you .

2009-06-10T19:23:00.004+08:00

will update soon. had quite a blast these two days.
though i am sad that the other can't make it D; it's okay, next time. muahahahaa.
a very humiliating thing happened to me/us in the cinema. yes, wtf, i'm revealing it here... very soon.
not many pictures were taken because we were actually too busy talking. saw wai chun and some other dudes from school. like duh, it's wednesday; cheap movie tickets day! wtf! ;D

Crazier - Taylor Swift ; OST Hannah Montana the Movie.

i almost cried. the song's just so beautiful. *sniff sniff* the movie rocked so much that i feel like watching it again and again. Lucas Till and and and... okay, fine. Lucas Till! Lucas Till! the movie was big though. they used freaking damn loads of "extras" & fans to film Hannah Montana on stage O_O

i forced - kinda - my cousin brother to watch Transformers 2 with me and he agreed though he didn't pinky promise. pfft.

17 Again was awefuckingsome and so darn funny that QQ, Chien and i laughed so damnit loud, we were turning heads ;D

yeah, i think that kinda turn-heads/attract-attention situation is not really good

hahahahaha, wtf. we laughed during Hannah Montana too. when Taylor Swift appeared, i could hear most people were like, "Taylor Swift!" / "Yeah, it's Taylor Swift." / "Omg, Taylor Swift."

LOL Taylor, you're so welcomed here in Malaysia, so please come here soonnn!!! <333

* then we will camp outside your hotel and stalk you till the other side of the country * :)

back to reading, heartssss and hugsss <3

so i wait until the next day comes, but then i did nothing.

2009-06-09T01:11:00.001+08:00

"You know, when my friend had a new boyfriend, we talked about pouring glitter on him and pushing him under the sun so that he could sparkle like Edward Cullen."
"Yeah, then you'll scare the guy away."
"No, we won't. We seriously wanted to pour glitter on him lah, Mom."
"So, if you can see your Robert Pattinson then you'll pour what... glitter on him so he sparkles?"
"NO! Robert Pattinson already sparkles in my world."
"Yeah, then he'll turn old and ugly, you won't want him anymore."
*almost shouted wtf* "What!? Even if he turns old, he won't turn ugly! Brad Pitt's old, he's still good-looking. Well, kinda."
"Brad Pitt's different, he got that face feature there already."
"What the... Robert Pattinson also got what!"

update soon ;D
qq and chuanlyn staying over. will be going to mid valley to watch 17 Again & Hannah Montana the Movie.
chien's request to watch 17 Again. she fell in love with it when she watched the trailer LOL
so we'll update maybe tomorrow or thursday.
promised (:

you're so weird, it makes me laugh.

2009-06-03T22:49:00.001+08:00

wtf, i thought i published this post. but i haven't =_=

happy belated birthday shoutout to WONG JO YI.

"loyal" classmate, intelligent kid, a generous person and an awesome friend.

and it doesn't ends there.

always full of surpises, you can never predict what she's up to.

most memorable memory of her: when we were talking about what's "gigolo".

and when she told me what xoxo means.

i thought gigolo was a bra.

yes, i was that stupid last time.

into the rush now, you don't have to know how.

2009-06-02T18:48:00.004+08:00

Twilight dominated the MTV Movie Awards !!

Kristen won Best Female Performance.
Robert won Best Male Breakthrough Performance.
Robert and Cam won Best Fight.
Robert and Kristen won Best Kiss.
Twilight won Best Movie!!!

many other voters and i have our votes paid off! and the trailerr;

i ~~peed in my pants~~almost fainted. ~~but isn't that scene with Laurent suppose to be Jacob's pack slowly going into the meadow with Bella shocked. she isn't suppose to find out about Jacob yet right o_o~~

just re-watched the trailer for the fifth time. noticed how Kristen was wearing a grey jacket and was carrying her backpack in the scene with Laurent in it while she wore a brown jacket and carried no backpack when she yelled at Jacob as he phased.

different scenes different scenes. there's no need to worry about the meadow scene being changed as i'm looking forward to it also. hehehehe.

and the way he phased was dang awefuckingsome. it gave me goose bumps. hahahahahahahwtf.

i can't wait for the entire movie to be released. i will officially start my countdown for the movie. hopefully it won't disappoint!

speaking of NM, my mom was talking about how we should think positively and the positive things will come to us.

mommy me

So if I keep thinking positively about me getting to meet Robert Pattinson, I can meet him?

Yeah. You can buy a ticket and go see him.

But I can't afford a ticket.

That's the problem then.

If I think positively, Robert Pattinson will come to Malaysia also?

Yeah, possible. If he gets really famous.

*jawdrops* He already IS super famous.

Then it depends on him lah.

Then if I think positively, I can marry Robert Pattinson?

Yeah, you can give it a try.

*laughs*

Well, you wouldn't know. But maybe you will marry him but regret after that.

Pfft. Mom, he's a really down-to-earth and super hot guy okay.

then she shut me up before i can go on about Rob. science tuition was the usual fun one last night. i dared nicky to do something...

Me Nicky Chien

Nicky! I dare you to do something.

*stares*

I dare you to... watch Hannah Montana The Movie!

Don't waste my time.

hahahaha, watch lah!

For what?

Lucas Till and Taylor Swift are in it okay!

Who?

Yeah, who?

Lucas Till, a super hothothot guy!

I don't care.

I only watch for the songs.

he once told me that they watched Confession of A Shopaholic and almost fell asleep in the theatre. when i told him it was suppose to be a comedy, nicky was like, "Oh really? I didn't know that." wtfness right.

bought Betrayed - finally! internet connection's running really really slow. most probably am going to a MPH tomorrow and ask to them to ring me when Twilight Official Guide hits their bookstore.

can't wait for New Moon soundtrack. Paramore might not be recording any tracks for the saga anymore! sad D:

oh well, happy news people; MTV MOVIE AWARDS 2009 IS SHOWING HERE IN MALAYSIA ON 12th of JUNE. which is a friday. and i am so watching it!!

wouldn't wanna miss anything! the mega sales has started huh. i'm craving to buy online though. hopefully my mom lets meee!

walking on broken glass ,

2009-06-02T17:23:00.000+08:00

teacher's day was.. okay i guess. teachers sang karaoke. marie jo yi and i had to endure it. pn wan was quite okay though.

overslept, arrived school the last. my mission that day was to take pictures of the choir group performing. so we snagged the front role thinking we would get a great view.

yeah apparently, it's not. lesson learnt: never ever ever sit wayy in front if you're planning to take any pictures.

because when we were sitting in front, let's just say there could be humuliating things happening. humuliating things that happened to me, only marie jo yi and katherine know. hahahahahahwtf

... no, still not telling. it was ~~quite boring~~ okay fine, it was veryveryvery boring listening to all the perutusan perutusan crap. i yawned like multiple times in front of the pengetua. oh and did i mention, sitting in the front role is hell because whatever you're doing, the teachers' eyes will be on you? yes, misery. absolute misery.

CIK jamilah and En. Faizal.

behold. the master of doom in the afternoon session. on the left. pn shirley

the pictures of the choir team were taken in my video. since there was something wrong with katherine's camera, marie couldn't take any pictures with it. i was supposed to record it so i couldn't take pictures. that explains the crappy quality :D

oh and notice how super hot katherine looks. hehehehehe :D there was noob shuffle too! hahahahahahawtf. the video will be uploaded soon. till then, teehee! wtfHAHA

this is the moment where i look you in the eyes.

2009-05-31T21:40:00.004+08:00

my desktop wallpaper :D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA!!

i am the happiest girl on Earth at this second!

okay lah, so what happened was i was browsing through New Moon news then i suddenly came across this.

something i didn't know.

wait for it

wait for it...

NEW MOON RELEASE DATE IN MALAYSIA !!!

click on it to go to the page :)

which is on the 27th November 2009. just a day after the official release date in United States!

i screamed. my parents looked at me. i laughed.

omg omg omg right right right!? i wanna text katherine and tell her but i ran out of credit wtf. and my phone... crashed and burned.

please mind my gushing but OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG i just can't stop hahahahahhaahhahahahahaha wtf!

okay i will update soon :D

i looked up at the sky and closed my eyes.

2009-05-29T00:06:00.004+08:00

waking up at 6:30AM tomorrow. mid terms are officially over today at 6:45PM wtfhahaha.
tuition was fine.
sheesh, people still can't accept the fact that Kris won American Idol ._.
i don't see what is there to argue about. adam's cool with it, kris - still shocked - is also cool with it. and with or without the title, adam's still gonna be signed to a record company and is gonna release an album.

art was horrible today. i aimed to colour the nelayan-nelayan yang sedang balik ke pantai with colours but ended up painting it with black.
because it's suppose to be twilight. i ruined it by terpainting orange on it. i thought i'd add more similar colours like red and yellow. but wtf, i made it looked like fire. hahahah, which sky is coloured redyellowandorange then there's another layer of bluelightestblueanddarkblue above. mine! :D

i'm gonna go to sleep now. hopefully i will fall asleep and wake up just in time tomorrow. if it isn't for my promise to katherine and my desire to watch them perform i'd like a pig at home wtf!
i watched Manchester United vs. Barcelona yesterday morning. watched until Barcelona scored their first goal then watched about ten more minutes and went to sleep. can't tahan any longer.
i asked katherine - by texting - before the match when i found out it was until 5:30AM.

"katherineee! don't tell me you're gonna watch the match until 5:30AM o.o"

"yeah i am watching til 5:30AM"

"wtf then how about school?"

"oh i will be half asleep by then"

"hahaha okay"

she didn't really looked half asleep. she was hyper and cheerful as always :D

oh right and i can see them in their costumes tomorrow. so i can see hothothot katherine tomorrow! omg i sound so perverted but i am so not wtf.

there was also kinda a hard time in school cause after recess, i was in 2A and nicky came to ask which team i support. i was like, "wtf how am i suppose to know since i don't watch football all the time."

katherine was also there that time so both of them starting asking me which team i support.

showdown :

Katherine , Kelly , Clarence , Zach .

Manchester United

Nicky Chuah , Wee Chien , and almost the whole boy gang .

Barcelona

hahahaha the funny thing was they were like, - me , katherine , chien , kelly , nicky , someone iforgotwho -

Ei, who do you support ah?

Support what?

Manchester or Barcelona?

Oh, dunno.

OH MY GOD RACHEL! Manchester!

Barcelona!

wtf. Who chien supports?

Barcelona. They're geng weih.

HAH Barcelona.

No! Manchester!

I am on Kelly's side! Kelly you don't support either team right?

Er, i support Manchester lah.

o_o

If you support Manchester means you're a boy!

GASP! If you support Barcelona means you're a boy!

wtf. So whichever team i choose, it makes me a boy.

Okay fine fine, if you support Barcelona means you're a girl. If you support Manchester, you're a boy.

If you support Manchester means you are a girl lah!

Pn. Sheela, Pn. Sheela!

Ah! Pn. Sheela coming. I'm going back to class now!

hahahahahaha :D

i have to thank that someone. i think it was Zi Yin LOL

currently addicted to Falling Slowly performed by Kris Allen.

you're leaving me breathless.

2009-05-28T00:01:00.002+08:00

i'm suppose to be studying sivik now wtf. and i'm suppose to be reading seni text book now wtf. BUT GAHH I JUST CAN'T HELP IT FTWWWW!!!
okay, before we go on, please be assured that there will be a lot of gushing and omg-ing in this very special post :D

i think i'd actually be swooning in the cinema when i watch NM, katherine! BE READY FOR THE HAND SQUEEZING AND THE SQUEALING!
i shall sit between katherine and chien during the whole movie so that i can squeal as much i as want without worries =D
shirtless, dude, ROBERT THOMAS-PATTINSON IS SHIRTLESS. S.H.I.R.T.L.E.S.S do i really have to translate any further wtf
i'm happier than a little kid getting an ice cream right now. omg omg omg omg omg. and i'm just looking at the picture. imagine how will i react when i actually watch the scene IN the movie. hahahahahahaha wtfness :D

seriously! i swear for a whole 3 second there, i stopped breathing. aaaahhh, getting to meet him, i'd cry. getting to hug him, i'd seriously faint. when i saw this on suwen's blog, my eyes popped open and my mom thought i was nuts.
i am so gonna get my twilight printed tshirt during the holidays wtf! yesyesyes!!
oh and guess what.. i have the NM poster as my wallpaper. *giggles* hahahahwtf. i just found out i type/say too much "ands" and "wtfs", yay.

i can't stop but to reply The Climb in my hahahahaimaginedmusicplayerinmymind during KH and Geo papers today hehehehe

Make sure your every step is worth it.

2009-05-27T22:19:00.003+08:00

YES YES YES YES YES. after tomorrow, MID TERMS ARE OVER AND I'M BACK, ALIVEEE
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

though the exam papers were difficult, i survived!! ain't that shocking!?
well, it is shocking. to me anyways. oooh, just play along wtf.
and guess what!? i'm only allowed out with my friends for ONE TIME only! wow what great news wtfness!!
i'm gonna make it worth one time. pfft.

i have to take this opportunity to thank Chien and Katherine for teaching me, like duh they're two super duper intelligent genius ultra super best friends i've ever gotten.
so thankkkk yooouuu beautiful ladies! <333

oh and i changed my blogskin. saw this and can't help even though i'm not really a fan of navigational ones. maybe am gonna find another one during the holidays. but for now you and i will be stuck with this :D

maybe not gonna be attending teachers' day this friday. hmmm, getting up at 6:45AM huh
O_____O
well, i gotta go study sivics. though i just have to follow this quote, "SIVIK, THINK MORAL."
heh :)

Who wants brain juice wtfness.

2009-05-24T13:53:00.005+08:00

SINCE WHEN MATHEMATICS BECAME SO DIFFICULT FTW!?

IT'S DRIVING ME INSANE

PAPER TWO FIRST PAPER TOMORROW WTF.

shoot me already.

sheesh, how i wish math just involves 1+1 = ? ... TWO! wouldn't that be perfect.

ignore the crappy quality. was taken with my phone. 2mp wtf right. and guess how many times i've watched American Idol Season 8 Finale. eight times already. hahahahahahahha.

ugh, my throat is sore. and i can't talk cause when i try to talk, it hurts like there's something sharp poking it wtf. another week of exams, i'm kinda ready. holidays!? HERE I COMEEEE! okay so this really awkward confession was said during the day of the finale. katherine me

I can't believe Kris really won. hahahahaha

I know right?! Oh and when he sang No Boundaries in the ending...

*looks up*

*both says "I CRIED" together and laughed*

it was just sooo sweet and when he hugged his wife, he cried. OMGWTFBBQ seriously, it was so damnit touching.

p/s. nicky wrote 600++ words for english essay wtf. and chien wrote 400++ also wtfness. i told nicky i'm gonna break his record by writing 700+ words in the finals. hahahahaha, oh gosh what have i gotten myself into wtf.

There are no boundaries.

2009-05-21T10:10:00.003+08:00

KRIS NEIL ALLEN IS AMERICAN IDOL 2009!!!

the finale happened to fast that i didn't know how slow i was. seriously, it seemed like it was just a few minutes of performance then there were the results.

and the result was announced so fast that i couldn't take in what was happening. LOL

he sang "No boundaries", i cried, he cried, i smiled and cried wtfwtf right? when Ryan announced the results. SERIOUSLY! there were butterflies in my stomach wtf. then he was like, "And the/your American Idol is... KRIS ALLEN!"

my reaction : OHMYGOD!!! *jumps*

yes, seriously. i wanna watch the finale again!

he's too humble, as always. cause he was like, "It feels good man but Adam deserves this." when Ryan asked him how he felt.

well, Adam does deserve this. hmm, actually, even though whoever wins, they're still gonna be releasing albums. Adam and Kris both have talent duh. so whoever owns the title, it's still gonna be an awesome season and finale!

really, the finale was just breathtakingly awesome. JASON MRAZ PERFORMED DUH!

and KISS, lol

i have to say, adam was awesome during his performance with Kiss. okay, so i'm a little bit on his side after all.

highlight of the whole finale; Kara and Bikini Girl. not to be left out, Nick Mitchell. they seriously cracked me up.

gonna go study sejarah now. wtf, it's todaaay. wish me luck!

p/s. guess what played in my mind the whole day yesterday in school while sitting for my bm paper. Amigo by SHINee and Heartless by Kris Allen. LOL

When you can't be the sun, be the star, be the best whatever you are.

2009-05-20T00:20:00.003+08:00

post title : nicest and most encouraging quote ever.
the words were printed on a board in my primary school. the board was hung up onto the wall in 2007, the year we were taking our upsr :D
i remembered it ever since it was hung up.

ahem, now. for the purpose of ditching my bm revision books aside first and publish this post...
i wanna wish ;

BEST OF LUCK TO EVERYONE WHO ARE SITTING FOR THEIR EXAMS TOMORROW/TODAY. REACH OUT AND SCREAM. YOU CAN DO IT! YEAH!

score flying colours/touchdowns!!! LOL
now for the bad news;
sejarah paper is on thursday. this thursday. the second day of our mid terms. the day of American Idol finale.
*fights urge to scream and to rip my brother's hair off- pfft, kidding*
okay, i shall chill and try to study.

and i realized today that we have danny, adam and kris supporters in form2. hahahahhahahahahahaha
KATHERINE IS WITH MEEEE. WE SUPPORT KRIS ALLEN. while chien and nicky supports DANNY GOKEY <> EDITED :: i actually support adam a little bit. hahahahaha but still! i support kris moreeee! :D

"Adam! You watch American Idol arh?"
"Yeah..."
"Who do you support!" *my tone doesn't make it sound like a question. hahhawtf*
"ADAM LAMBERT!"
"Pfft, you're only supporting him because his first name is same as yours right!?"

before he could answer- or did he answer no?- lena said recess was over so we had to rush back to our class for sej class.
a very stupid thing happened to me just now and i won't say it here. hahahahahahahawtfwtfwtf
it's very humiliating. seriously.
well, GOOD LUCK!
i'm going back to my studies now :)

I'm still standing today because you put tend a smile on my face every day and made me who I never thought I would be.

2009-05-17T14:09:00.004+08:00

REVISING IS LIKE BEING CUT BY PAPERS WTF.

... no i didn't get cut by papers. been revising Math and Science and doing my homework the whole day. i've been trying to download Heartless performed by Kris Allen but the stupid Internet connection keeps interfering.
my phone couldn't be turned on wtf-ness. need to wait until it's fully charged. oh and please excuse my superbly long post title. kinda irrelevant to this post but relevant to what i feel. i just type whatever pops into my mind and CHECK if it's appropriate to publish it.

okay phone issue aside, mom's been really very interested in making cupcakes these days. she told me maybe she's gonna make some more today and asked me to bring some to my friends on Monday. just maybe. QQ will be thrilled :D

and thaaanks WW for not minding about that. still, i'm sorry gotta fulfill your favour soon.

i do not break promises. especially ones that are made with my best friend :D okay fine, i may ffk-ed some friends of mine but i have reasons. reasonable reasons. hahahahahha

i seriously cannot wait for American Idol's finale on Thursday. the second day of my exams siigh. i realized it's no good listening to music while studying because i get distracted by the music not the exercises.

barely going online these days. i'm fighting the urge to watch Twilight again on DVD, wtf. okayisay/typetoomanywtfs

must stay strong, must stay strong.

i'm re-watching You Belong With Me again and again and again though. can't help it HAHAHAHA

if someone could just send this icon to all the teachers then every student would lovelovelove that person. well, not all students. hey, i wouldn't be surprised if there is a kid anxious to sit for the exams.

oh and i'm not sureee if i mentioned it here before but i'm going to bangkok again in july. will be absent to school for two days.

well, i gotta go back to planet of doom. revision world wtfness.

will not update until saturday which is... 23rd of May, 2009. best of luck to everyone who is sitting for their exams. score flying coloursss (:

p/s finished S.A finally. i finished it yesterday after i got fed up of exercises and took a break. the ending was so sweet that i cried. HAHA =_=

I told myself not to dive so deep in but I don't think there's a limit to stop already.

2009-05-16T00:30:00.005+08:00

forget hiatus starting. i'll officially start tomorrow. for real. seriously, i'll hit the papers and the books :)

anyway, just dropped by to post these two scans up for QQ.

lol. i lmao-ed when i read this
it's Kris vs. Adam in the American Idol! i cried when i watched Kris' trip back to his hometown. so touching.

it was definitely sad to see Danny go too. Kara looked damn shocked and sorry for Danny. i got a bit teary eyed when he sang his closing song too lah.

am gonna go to sleep after this.

oh and,

SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY WEE CHIEN!!!

i feel very very guilty. sorrryy! i was too nervous...

sooooo sorry. promise will make it up to you D:

The first time I laid eyes on you.

2009-05-13T01:14:00.005+08:00

yes i am still Robsessed.
anyway, i just can't help it. this is my last post before i go on with my hiatus.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ROBERT PATTINSON!

he still rocks my world :)

I need a wake up call to pull me back to where I need to be right now.

2009-05-12T22:27:00.002+08:00

SCHOOL. EXAMS ARE IN 1 WEEK WTF. Math, Science, BI, BM and Sivik are the only subjects i don't have to roll on the floor and cry worrying about D:

... kidding. you really think i will roll on the floor and sulk my eyes out just because i'm not prepared yet for the big deathly war coming up. pfft.
~~okayfinemaybealittle~~

you did not see that :) i will be going on a hiatus tomorrow or thursday. so won't be updating frequently.
no tuition yesterday cause' Mr. Siah has something to do. gotta revise moreee.
MY PROJECT IS DUE THIS THURSDAY. and i'm not panicking. lucky i'm ALMOST finishing it :)

oh and teachers' day is on the 29th of May. maybe i'll buy a present for pn chairul... hmm. there's a choir performance on that day. Kenangan Terindah is damn chun and i'm only too eager to learn it, katherine! ;D
now that i think about it, the last day of my exam is on the 28th of May. then teachers' day is on the next day. after that, the holidays will start. OHMYGOSH SO I WON'T BE GETTING ANY HOMEWORK FOR THE HOLIDAYS.
do you know what that means!? well, it means i won't have any homework lah. it wouldn't kill you just to be happy for me now would it!? :D

i memang am being way hardcore about my height now. trying to get over my phobia with basketball and will try to grow taller wtfness during the holidays.

YOU KNOW YOU CAN DO IT IF YOU BE POSITIVE.

hahahahahahahaha. i'll try.

20/05/2009 / school. exams, study.

21/05/2009 / school. exams. study. BM tuition.

22/05/2009 / school, exams, Math tuition, study.

23/05/2009 / will maybe blog about the exams, study, study oh and did i mention study?

24/05/2009 / study, telly, computer, study. i will survive. wtf! i think i need to go out and get some fresh air intheshoppingmall. hey, i need to buy a teachers' day present right.

25/05/2009 / school. exams, Science tuition, study.

26/05/2009 / school, duty @ koperasi, exams, study. ohmygosh. *chants iwillsurvive*

27/05/2009 / school, exams, study study. one more day to go one more day to go.

28/05/2009 / study, school, exams, shout YES MID TERMS ARE OVER, BM tuition, sleep.

29/05/2009 / school, teachers' day, Math tuition, go all out over worrying about the results.

after all those days, it'll finally be the school holidays. 17 again. hannah montana the movie. HAHAHAHAHAHA, i promised chien to treat her a ticket. i will lah don't worry chien ;) i owe her one okay. well, kinda. actually i owe her two favours.

and badminton, basketball, basketball, badminton. LOL ificansurvivewithoutscreamingandrunningawayfromtheball of course, not to forget, MY STORYBOOKS, SPECIAL A, KWMS and all the other stuff i hadn't read in a while.

it will seem as if i just got released from jail. wtf hahahahaha.

trying to learn how to make paper hearts. just came back from amcorp mall and bought two really nice phone strap with shiny sequins, hahahaha, on it. figured i need some blingbling on my phone. LOL

i would be lying if i told you that was true. nah, it's too niceee and shinyy to be ignored :D

hmm, my math homework is waiting for me now. pn tai expects me to understand chapter five very well because it's sounds like my name. ratio and rachel. i don't think they sound alike. okay fine maybe a little O_O

tomorrow's unit beruniform day. mmmm, double period of Moral tomorrow. oh shit, i haven't even memorize the definitions for chapters 7-10 yet. go figure.

i want oreo mcflurry. *sniffsniff* OREO. heh.

I wanna blow bubbles like how I did when I was a kid.

2009-05-09T12:17:00.013+08:00

EDITED.

i think i MIGHT be going on a hiatus soon.

7 Reasons The World Will End in 2012

Scientific experts from around the world are genuinely predicting that five years from now, all life on Earth could well finish. Some are saying it'll be humans that set it off. Others believe that a natural phenomenon will be the cause. And the religious folks are saying it'll be God himself who presses the stop button...

1. Mayan Calendar

The first mob to predict 2012 as the end of the world were the Mayans, a bloodthirsty race that were good at two things:

Building highly accurate astrological equipment out of stone andSacrificing Virgins.

Thousands of years ago they managed to calculate the length of the lunar moon as 329.53020 days, only 34 seconds out. The Mayan calendar predicts that the Earth will end on December 21, 2012. Given that they were pretty close to the mark with the lunar cycle, it's likely they've got the end of the world right as well.

2. Sun Storms

Solar experts from around the world monitoring the sun have made a startling discovery: our sun is in a bit of strife. The energy output of the sun is, like most things in nature, cyclic, and it's supposed to be in the middle of a period of relative stability. However, recent solar storms have been bombarding the Earth with so much radiation energy, it's been knocking out power grids and destroying satellites. This activity is predicted to get worse, and calculations suggest it'll reach its deadly peak sometime in 2012

3. The Atom Smasher

Scientists in Europe have been building the world's largest particle accelerator. Basically its a 27km tunnel designed to smash atoms together to find out what makes the Universe tick. However, the mega-gadget has caused serious concern, with some scientists suggesting that it's properly even a bad idea to turn it on in the first place. They're predicting all manner of deadly results, including mini black holes. So when this machine is fired up for its first serious experiment in 2012, the world could be crushed into a super-dense blob the size of a basketball.

4. The Bible says...

If having scientists warning us about the end of the world isn't bad enough,religious folks are getting in on the act aswell. Interpretations of the Christian Bible reveal that the date for Armageddon, the final battle between Good an Evil, has been set down for 2012. The I Ching, also known as the Chinese book of Changes, says the same thing, as do various sections of the Hindu teachings.

5. Super Volcano

Yellowstone National Park in the United States is famous for its thermal springs and Old Faithful geyser. The reason for this is simple - it's sitting on top of the world's biggest volcano, and geological experts are beginning to get nervous sweats. The Yellowstone volcano has a pattern of erupting every 650,000 years or so, and we're many years overdue for an explosion that will fill the atmosphere with ash, blocking the sun and plunging the Earth into a frozen winter that could last up to 15,000 years. The pressure under the Yellowstone is building steadily, and geologists have set 2012 as a likely date for the big bang.

6. The Physicists

This one's case of bog-simple maths mathematics. Physicists at Berekely Uni have been crunching the numbers. and they've determined that the Earth is well overdue for a major catastrophic event. Even worse, they're claiming their calculations prove, that we're all going to die, very soon - while also saying their prediction comes with a certainty of 99 percent- and 2012 just happens to be the best guess as to when it occurs.

7. Slip-Slop-Slap-BANG!

We all know the Earth is surrounded by a magnetic field that sheilds us from most of the sun's radiation. What you might not know is that the magnetic poles we call north and south have a nasty habit of swapping places every 750,000 years or so - and right now we're about 30,000 years overdue. Scientists have noted that the poles are drifting apart roughly 20-30kms each year, much faster than ever before, which points to a pole-shift being right around the corner. While the pole shift is underway, the magnetic field is disrupted and will eventually disappear, sometimes for up to 100 years. The result is enough UV outdoors to crisp your skin in seconds, killing everything it touches.

when all the people who were born in 1995 turn seventeen. hopefully it's a false prediction. it's horrifying to die in a ugly and painful way.

time for happier news :

wait for it wait for it wait for it!!!

jengjengjengjengjeeennggg!!!

I BOUGHT THE TWILIGHT DELUXE THREE DISCS DVD!
my reaction when i saw it at Rock Corner today wasn't that big because i already knew it was released in Malaysia O_O

but i think the girl at the cashier laughed at my reaction; which consisted of much squealing and omg-ing. it cost me RM89.90, dang it. now i memang pk already.
and i owe my brother money for my mother's Mother's Day present.
i was thinking of doing my project once i got back home but TWILIGHT COMES FIRST. sooo, i watched the deleted AND extended scenes.

i started laughing to myself while my mom was taking a nap but then i woke her up and she said i am crazy and called me to shut up. LOL
well, gotta start working on my project again now.

❤ je t'embrasse

Wouldn't life be perfect if goodbyes only meant until tomorrow?

2009-05-07T21:47:00.004+08:00

i miss my primary school days. QQ, lena, chien, cindy and i were just discussing about how dumb we were during the whole time in primary school for not bringing handphone to school when we wanted to. LOL
i watched You Belong With Me Music Video for like more than 20 times and i cried the first two times. sweet ending okay!

everyone's so busy with their sejarah projects these few days. when i was on duty on Tuesday, people were like, "Cikgu, nak binding." so Brian and i helped bind bind bind.
speaking of my sejarah project i haven't even finish it yet.
and exams are coming up in 2 more weeks. tomorrow's a friday.
i don't think i'll be updating much because ~~duh i'm going on a hiatus~~ i need to study for the mid terms D:

on the bright side,

official music video for Lucky by Jason Mraz ft. Colbie Caillat.

awesome song right right right? though i still like I'm Yours better. pfft. this is awefeckingsome too :D

Chien got me addicted to Reborn - hahahaha do you know how i pronounce it using japanese accent: LLEEEBOOONNN! :)

it gave a tummy ache while watchinggg it. duh cause it's so funny that you'll LMAO not LOL :D

it's kinda of those mafia type anime. the last time i laughed this hard was when i was watching Prince of Tennis.

oooh and i watched American Idol Season 8 last night when they were announcing the FINAL THREE *jengjengjennngg*

when Ryan Seacrest said "And the person going home blablabla(iforgotwhathesaid) is... Kris!" viewers: *jawdrops and screamed/applauded* my jaw dropped but i smiled too.

cause duuuh Kris can sing and i find him kinda cute :D

it was sad to see Allison got eliminated. since i liked her voice. it was unique.

well, i'm having double periods of Math AND KH tomorrow. gotta finish KH homework now.

will update soon. i hope.

oh, chien and katherine were ushering me to show them the hoedown throwdown. i haven't learn it all yet but soon yeah SOON :)

EDIT.

i just found out my mid terms are on the 20th of May 2009. WEDNESDAY. hahhahahahhaahahhaha. well, at least there's two days more to study.

and there's eight days for us to OMG THAT WAS SOO HARD/ OMGOMG THAT WAS SOOO EASY! over exam papers. great hmmm.

❤ je t'embrasse

Dream happy dreams.

2009-05-02T00:34:00.014+08:00

i need to clean my bed before i sleep it in. you'd think i had threw things on my bed because i was too lazy to put it properly in some place neatly - okay fine, one of the reasons. but i'm just too busy doing my folio ~~and clicking away on the laptop in my room with Kissed By An Angel on my lap waiting to be read~~ but i'm gonna clean it after this post ~~and after some surfing surfing in the internet~~

i've been sneezing a lot lately. i don't think i have flu either. swine flu has strike Hong Kong, QQ told me last night.

how dangerous it is to be outside these days. i've failed to get back my letter from pn shirley so i'm gonna give her a copy of HH's letter on mondaaay. 0_0 anyway, the robsten rumours are still untrue - no matter how much i hope for! hey, a girl can dream.

another weeks starting soon. so so soon. my dad's birthday is next week and i still have no present for him D: maybe i should make a breakfast meal for him. huh huh? what ya think? :D another 2 more weeks then it's my mid terms. siigh. wait. another TWO more weeks. SHITOMGWTFISTHISBS! *runs around the room screaming NooOooOOooOO!*

it's okay. my Math Science BM and BI subjects are steady ready. wait, i still need work in my Math and some more memorizing for Science. no worries, i could do that. GASP ... SEJARAH AND GEO = THE HORRIBLE DREADFUL CREEPY TWO "MONSTERS" HAVE CAME BACK TO HAUNT ME DOWN. oh what oh what shall i do.

even though my teacher bore me to sleep every time. it's no wonder i get blur after their lessons. GASP! OR I COULD DO MY FOLIO WITH "ALL MY HEART" JUST TO GET MARKS FROM THAT AND TRY TO ~~cheat~~ REVISE SEJARAH AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE FOR THE EXAMS! that would at least score me a C or a B. i just need to pass then i'm officially satisfied with my life - minus the fact that i'm still unhappy about the I Cannot Go See David Archuleta and I Cannot Meet Robert Pattinson In Person wishes. - and go on with happy and sad days and whatnot.

hmm, i should go watch WildChild again then clean my bed/bedroom. after that i should finish up my Math homework and watch Wizards of Waverly Place. yes, i still watch it. i watch Hannah Montana too because i'm too free to do anything else :D

<3 je t'embrasse

Say it when you really mean it because I still think you're too good to be true.

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Robert and Kristen were named two of People's 100 Most Beautiful People! i knew they would make the list. i mean DUH, they're like so awesome and gorgeous. and Selena Gomez made it too! (:

i really wanna get Betrayed: Book 2 of the House Of Night Series and Miley Cyrus' Breakout album or her Hannah Montana The Movie Soundtrack. my yearn for watching Confessions Of A Shopaholic in cinemas failed as i had no one to go with me. well, actually i wanted to watch with my cousin sister but my brother booked He's Just Not That Into You instead. guess i have to buy the dvd or watch it online then.

list of movies i wanna watch :
1. Hannah Montana The Movie because i really liked The Climb and Taylor Swift's in it! :D
2. Night at the Museum: Battle of the Smithsonian because i really cracked up on the first one. Ben Stiller's such an awesome comedian.
3. Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen because i really really enjoyed the first one. i watched it twice in the cinemas for crying out loud! LOL

POP IT LOCK IT POLKA DOT IT COUNTRIFY IT HIP HOP IT PUT YOUR HAWK IN THE SKY MOVE SIDE TO SIDE JUMP TO THE LEFT STICK IT GLIDEEE!

LOL. got addicted to Miley Cyrus' Hoedown Throwdown. i got Chien and Katherine addicted too!

they were chatting about something else in MSN when i interrupted. LOL

Me Chien Katherine

POP IT LOCK IT POLKA DOT IT COUNTRIFY IT HIP HOP IT!

Huh??

?? Rachel became a weirdo again.

Yess

ZIG ZAG ACROSS THE FLOOR SHUFFLE IN DIAGONAL!

??? OH STOP IT. I don't understand you.

Same here

BOOM BOOM CLAP BOOM DE CLAP DE CLAP! * sends link to Hoedown Throwdown video* THIS IS ADDICTIVE!

boom boom clap boom de clap de clap

omg this is addictive

AH DUH

Yess

!!! i love this! OMGOMGOMG AWESOME!

maybe i'll jump when i watch this movie and dance and sing to the beat~

I'll join you!

NO. then i will not sit next to you when we watch it. LOL

this is how addictive Hoedown Throwdown A.K.A ZigZag can be. it's a really catchy song. LOL

outing canceled tomorrow as most of us couldn't make it. so i shall start my sejarah project :D

and rot at home. tomorrow's a Friday!

LINK TO THE HOW TO STEPS FOR MILEY CYRUS' HOEDOWN THROWDOWN VIDEO.

click it! you know you want to!

watch it learn it perform it in front of everyone. I DARE YOU. LOL

i'm gonna go learn it now.

you know i'm not kidding right :D

❤ je t'embrasse