promise me, don't walk away.

i somehow like coffeebean better :O

A FREAKING COCKROACH JUST WENT INTO MY ROOM AND MADE ME FREAKED OUT TO SLEEP ON MY BED NOW ):

i fucking despise cockroaches. who doesn't. that's not a question actually. i hate spiders too but then i became not so afraid when i had to deal with thousands when i had my own room. though i still freak out sometimes. but cockroaches are like omfgwtfbbq FREAKY ):

just when i got over a very scary story. i usually don't dare to sleep in my room alone when i'm freaked out about something that might come grab me in the middle of the night. cockroaches HAVE to invade. fuck them fuck them fuck them.
whoever who see me every day in school or in tuition know that i have a insect phobia. except for small black ants. i crush them, sorry for being mean please forgive me. but i couldn't help it.

they're like monsters to me. even harmless ones. i scream and run away whenever i see something small and moves. i think my room needs some cleaning up. you know, clear out the old stuffs. maybe i'll do it during the one week August holiday. my study table is such a mess. i do my homework on my bed or on my kitchen table or the kitchen counter. but there's where my dad does all his construction planning so i use the kitchen table instead.

people think Kristen Stewart is pregnant with Rob Pattinson's child. wtf that would be so shocking O_O and wtfwtf?! KRISTEN STEWART BROKE UP WITH MICHAEL ANGARANO?
wtf i feel so outdated. and another wtf? Rob dumped Kristen Stewart for Emilie De Ravin!? WHATTHEFUKK?
i dunno if any of these are true but the Kristen Stewart & Michael Angarano break up was because of Rob!? and i think it is true. the break up i mean. not the reason.

and wtf? Kristen Stewart bombarded by hate mails from Rob's female fans? now THOSE female fans are loyal to the maximum. O_O
gosh, okay maybe the Twilight movie madness with Robert Pattinson is getting a little bit too crazy. i mean, i'm a Spunk Ransom fan but i won't comment on his love life. hahahahaahahahahaha except for his relationship with Kristen Stewart which isn't counted at all :D

Twilight in Hollywood is probably too much for them to handle O_O i feel sorry for them D: back when Cedric Diggory lived, - then he died and became a vampire named Edward Anthony Masen Cullen hahaha - not much girls were crazy for Rob. i'm one of them hahahahahahahaa. i only wondered who in the world is that super duper hot and cute guy when i watched Harry Potter & The Goblet of Fire. i might search for the dvd and re-watch it again just to see how cute Rob looked last time :D :D :D

pfft. at least i'm not as fanatic as sending hate mail to Kristen :) i actually like her. i think she's really pretty and has he own style even though people say her fashion taste is so bad and she's very skinny. and i won't discover all those romance craziness about Rob if i didn't search for Twilight updates and visited MalaysianTwilighter.blogspot.com
i also saw TWILIGHT T-SHIRTS FOR SALEEE. geez, i haven't gotten one. so much for the talking. it's either i make one at a print shop - which i may have trouble finding one later - or buy one online. i'm somehow excited for the Interact Club's Jumble Sale more than SMK Seri Petaling's Carnival next week LOL

ugh, i better go check if there's any more stupid scary freaky cockroaches in my room before sleeping in it tonight. then i have to finish my literature. there's a meeting for Talent Hunt tomorrow so i have to be in school before 12PM. after school, i have to get prepared for tuition and leave early to buy the cake. it's gonna be a sad night tomorrow D':

xo.