Saturday, October 25, 2008

bookies!

It's finally ending...
THE FINAL EXAMS ARE FINALLY COMING TO AN END!
not until i suffer through the 3 more days of hell exams. it was HORRIBLE. much more worst than i thought it would be.
when the teacher said, 'Boleh bermula sekarang. Jangan tipu ye.' and i will stupidly stare at the paper filled with questions that would suffocate me anytime soon.
it was like the paper was gonna come alive and rip my head off just because i didn't know how to answer it's stinging questions.

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the first 4 days of finals were... TYPICAL.
and i had realized that i DESPISE paper 2's because i'll write and write till' my middle finger hurt.
on friday - yesterday - was MORAL and S.E.J.A.R.A.H ...
Yes, you've guessed right. i failed to answer the questions knowingly.
except moral. to be honest, i've never rea
lly HAD A PROBLEM with moral. i've balanced moral values on PAPER only. x]

the funniest thing was during Sejarah paper, i nearly bombed the WHOLE paper and unfortunately finished early.
so, as a thing to fill up my boredom, i looked around checking every one's emotions.
12 out of 32 students in my class, i think, can actually ANSWER the questions SERIOUSLY.
based on my "observation", the emotions on people's faces are same yet different.

the following thoughts represents the emotions i've seen during the test ;

A] 'UH OH. I knew I saw this somewhere in the book...'
B] 'Yes, I know this question!'
C] 'OH MAAAN! I'm SOOOO Gonna FAIL BIG TIME!'
D] 'This one is B... I guess...'
E] 'HARD LAAAAA!'
F] 'I have no more hope...'

G] 'This is easy!'

actually, most of the thoughts represents almost the same emotions. SAD and HAPPY or ANXIOUS or RELIEVE. just the words are different.

OH! and during the kemahiran hidup paper, i bazooka-ed the paper, too! and ehem-decorated my paper ;]
here's a scan of it ;





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ahhh.. let's see...
next week i have mathematics and BM paper 1! my BM vocab FAILS. how am i gonna survive this exam?
that's why i made a promise to MYSELF that i'll belajar baik-baik next year and pass the final exams.
and Art... wasn't my best subject. i can't even draw a pair of eyes correctly for crying out loud!

but i've got STORYBOOKS, the fantasy world always keeps a girl alive through the "i'm-too-lazy-to-study" days. God Bless the bookstores and authors.

recently, i picked up Vanitee Bee by May Zhee Lim. it was so awesome i would read it over and over again except i don't really understand certain words in it. and that's the use of the dictionary. to be there whenever you need it.

i'm willing to trade my PMR reference books for storybooks NOW. but beginning of 2009, maybe i'll even try to ENJOY reading Sejarah text book. if only i can even read a single page of it.


am currently enjoying Picture Perfect by Catherine Clark. i'm actually quite absorbed into that book. PEOPLE WHO LOOVVEEE teen reads should check it out.

TNT, stay insane.
rach signing offffff ~

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