GAH! SCHOOL!

literally laughed my ass off when i found this wallpaper.

just came back from being out...
grocery shopping. buying cereal for breakfast during school days =_=
and buying yogurt drink to drink =_=
i've gained quite some weight during the holidays. trying to minus back to my weight before the holidays XD
and yet i'm munching on a chocolate Swiss roll in front of the computer now.
my last treat before i have no time to munch on snacks when school starts; my last treat before my personal hell starts TOMORROW.


went to school to check on my class and my friends' classes.


turns out i'm in 2G =_=

without ANY FRIENDS. let me share my moment of cussing to myself after i saw my name in the list.

i used a lot of profanities so i'm just gonna use symbols for it.

!$#^ %$& @#$&* %$#& %^& ^%$#&$*@ $%^* %$#^&@^& %* @&*%%&&^%$###$&^&*(@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i became E.M.O after that but got over it eventually. started to plan on what to do if i get ignored tomorrow (:

T_T

can't we just go way back to KINDERGARTEN?

where the BIGGEST drama was when your CRAYONS get stolen and getting high was only on the SWINGS???

i remembered when i was in kindergarten. i often ponteng D:

googled 'How to make new friends' and read some articles.

yeah, and it didn't work out =_=

so i'm just gonna stick to Celine's suggestion...

SIT IN THE FRONT ROLE OF THE CLASS AND PAY FULL ATTENTION TO THE TEACHERS.

who knows, maybe i'll learn more than i thought i would. or maybe i would make new friends... if i was friendly and brave.

thanks for the advice, Celine! :D

first day of school is tomorrow and i'm gonna bring my storybook to read and a notebook to scribble in.

and i'll sing to myself if everyone ignores me. already had my playlist sorted out...

1) Love Story - Taylor Swift

2) Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade

3) Misery Business

4) Decode

5) Crushcrushcrush

6) That's What You Get - all by Paramore

7) Walkaway - Kelly Clarkson

8) I'm Yours - Jason Mraz (i love this song!)

9) I'd Lie - Taylor Swift

10) Crush - David Archuleta

11) Love Bug - The JB.

see, all planned out. hopefully i'll survive. it's only till' 3/4something and i'll get to see my friends then go back to survivng high school again.

tests, exams, homework, disciplinary, exams, homework, homework, assemblies, disciplinary, homework, mad teachers, homework, exams, assemblies, homework, mad teachers, EXAMS, HOMEWORK.

school year in zeronine is gonna suck big time minus the events like sports day and those whatever whatever weeks.

i don't wanna wear a light blue pinafore.

honestly, getting to wear a dark blue skirt was the main reason why i signed up for pengawas koperasi. =_=

oh and i finally found my ohnine resolution :D

STUDY HARD TO GET INTO A BETTER CLASS WITH MY CLOSE FRIENDS NEXT YEAR AND GET PREPARED FOR PMR YEAR.

not to mention sleeping early XD

it's 11 P.M. now. i haven't even pack my bag yet, i haven't even taken my bath yet. and my school shoes.....

HOLY SHIT! MY SCHOOL SHOES! it was left resting there ever since the last day of school.

hope it's still white. or clean =_=

i'm gonna use back my pencil box, bag and school shoes from last year. it's still new anyway.

off to take my bath and then go sleep. tomorrow i'll wake up to my alarm clock and get ready for school. a whole new beginning for zeronine. i'm already getting a bad vibe from it.

chiaos, people.

PS - i think this is the most colorful post i've posted so far ;D