I feel as if an arrow had just stabbed me through my heart.

yes, i feel that bad.

well, much less like that laaah.

i'm literally crying now.

okay fine, teary eyes.

filled with sadness and regret.

NOOO.

*mumbles*

he looks tired. - well, to me lah

awwwh!

BUT LOOK AT THAT ADORABLE SMILE!

and lemak chili padi = nasi lemak. is it? LOL

i feel fcking regretful for not being able to make it to the airport.

*cusses at self*

please let him come for a second time soon!!!

T_T

was a boring day today in school.

the only two periods we had where we actually studied was bm. komsas.

Geo teacher was absent, BI teacher was absent - tho' i kinda wished she would be in school because i wanna learn literature -, science teacher was absent and the last two periods were nilam so we headed to the library.

read Marked during the time. it's turning into such a interesting story!

i've decided to talk about The Cullens for my oral test whether my teacher allowed it or not.

they're still vampires after all. not "someone she doesn't know because she was too lame to go watch twilight when it was released in the cinemas". sadly.

or maybe i should try Rob first and use vampires as my back up plan in case my plan A fails.

hmm, maybe i should :D

skbbsp's sports day is this saturday.

i'm going back to my primary school to support the blue house even though i'm in red now :D

being in that school never fails to bring back old memories which i love and cherish.

cousin sister coming down to my house for an overnight stay and am maybe gonna watch He's Just Not That Into You with her.

since she's my only movie-watching partner besides Sammy, my aunt and my friends.

and i'm not allowed to go out for a movie with my friends - only during school holidays but not often, yes my parents are that protective.

mom said she'll only allow me to have a tiny witsy bit of freedom as a teen when i officially turned 15 which is the first day of next year so i'm fine with it :D

my mom doesn't like overly loud noises but she watched Made Of Honor with us anyway :3

maybe she likes Patrick Dempsey that's why she went to watch with us =O

gotta go now.

mom wants to use.

chiaos and night.

ps/ i'm still sooo not over my couldn't-see-archie sadness yet.